Amazing love, ♥

11/09/11?

2011-09-11T01:35:00.002+08:00

Wheeee, its been almost 11 months since i last posted :p 

This week has been a roller coaster ride for me. At some point of time, when i finally start to stand back up on my feet, some random issue just pushes me back down. When im at my lowest point, my hopes start getting high again. But just like today, i truly thought, some light finally had start to shine through those dark clouds. Guess i was wrong. 

Anyways, idw t post bout how shitty my week has been, cos i know, as each day passes by, i just get stronger. And i believe it. Thanks to those who have been comforting me, some even w me since day 1, i really love you people! :)

N's, week 1 has ended, prelims for emaths is next week, and before i know it, 3rd october will be here for the rest of my N's. Scary max can :( 17 october will be approaching soon, then 27 & 28 October, argh everything is just moving so fast. But i'll still take everyday as a step at a time.

Tomorrow, we're going t celebrate Sihui's birthday at her house for steam boat! WHEEEEE ;p lmao sorry for me fail random max! I believe it's gonna be awesome, next week, wednesday is her actual day. Hope she'll stay happy wor :P

I know no one will know i posted this post, then i dont actually plan on annoucing the revival of this blog. Im not gonna post emo shits bout how sucky things have been, i just need some place to say everything out. Thankfully, sweet-dlove.bs is still here :)

Its 1:33am, on 11/9/11, and im listening to Half Life - Duncan Sheik. Im sitting on my bed, listening to every word of every song, hoping to find hope somewhere. Anyws, nights :)

15.

2010-10-17T02:00:00.002+08:00

okay, so guess what people, as of now, IM FINALLY FIFTHTEEN YEARS OLD!
omg, typing the word "OLD", makes me feel old too, eeek. HAHAHA anyways, feel like doing some emo-shity-lame-boring post, but no mood le. Currently, waiting fr mummy t come home w my breezer :D heehee!
ohlala she just got home, sobs no breezer fr me tonight D:< ohwell, cheerios.

Today went service w deb. Cab-ed from house t tiong then Expo, total of $17.20 spent on the fare :D Went into service as crazy sotsot girls, thinking bout 黑黑 & 白白 :D hahaha enjoy the service. Went t Changi w the cell group fr fellowship. Chatted w Deb & Cherlyn bout our shhshh stuf heehee ^^ had Mc Spicy fr the first time o.O chatted, talked bout random topics. Took MRT w Deb, Thomas, Chermin, Chinhock, Rainft, Javier, Lance & PJ while the rest took bus. Went Redhill t cut cake w DEBBIETANWANWEN :D She bought w cake from secret recipe fr me, so sweet right! The two of us just sat outside 7eleven, w the cake infront of us, so cute uh xD Made 4 birthday wishes, as of now [2.11am], 1 wish has been fulfilled, yay me :D Walked t bus stop, hopped onto 139 home. Saw Jordon, can't believe he knows my birthday. Went home, used comp till now. Now blasting music, gonna see how long i can stay up tonight :D Got loads of birthday wishes, thanks people, love you all :D 21 more hours left till its over!

ohyeahs,
- 16October
Happy Birthday Pearlyn Chan!

- 17October
Happy Birthday Yap Weiqi, Loh Yi Ren, Loh You Ren, JeremyW, Ian Tang & Win!

- 18October
Happy Birthday Russell Wong & Brian Ting!

- 19October
Happy birthday Tan Xueer!

kk text//call me if need contact me, lovees :D

give you hell \m/

2010-10-12T00:56:00.003+08:00

lmao, guess what people im *not exactly* back :D hahaha! Still so reluctant t blog as usual, gonna update like once every week? Aiya good enough, better than not updating at all hor hor :B

ohwell, today had 3 clique outing : LTLGOTWT, Paper Clique & the Brother :> fun ttm please. Met at vivo, waited till 12+, went t Sentosa. Slacked around, took pictures. Was thrown into water by guys, super wtf sia, LMAO! Anyways, played water. Got thrown in, twice after that :< played water, then went t dry up. Went t 7eleven w Jiaying, Candia, Peiyan, Caroline & Pearlyn, had instant noodles & sandwiches, *yummy*. Went back t play water w Jiaying, Janice, Eunice & Yuefang. Went t wash up, then went Vivo fr dinner. Some left, while others went Dhoby Ghaut then Orchard. We slacked outside ion, then walked t Cine Leisure. Collected my birthday from JaniceNgLayWen 老鼠 :D Met the rest at bus stop, took 14 back w Russell. Home at 10. Washed clothes & shoes, washed up now using comp ^^

Now is 1.06am on my clock, means its time fr bed. Will post pictures soon.
Nights all :D

done!

2010-07-06T22:56:00.003+08:00

Alright, i don't care when was the last time i posted anymore! I don't care about all the previous posts that said i would update on a big event, which i havn't. Cos im guessing, im going t MIA from this blog, probably after this post. But before i change t private blog, or just stop blogging, i want t everything to be cleared!

DTWW - hey you. I'm not sure if you'll read this post or not, but mainly, i just need t say thanks. For what? For being a wonderful, nice, friendly friend t me fr the past 3 months. You really have taught me alot of things. Well, we've had our ups & downs, all friendships do. But you really have stuck out w me, fr so long. Today, we talked everything out, & im glad that we did. Im sorry you lost things important t you fr me. I'll sms you everything confidential. Thanks fr being a great friend.

Since im done w what i wanted t do,

MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA!

till i return ^^ text me, msn me. See you all real soon, when i actually return :D

far away,

2010-06-25T13:11:00.002+08:00

long time ago, Cassandra posted daily. Not so long time ago, like now, Cassandra stop posting daily >: well why? idk, cos she just stopped! Blogging is getting boring o.O Nothing interesting anymore o.O *sighs* ohwell, smile ^^. I doubt anyone still comes t this DEAD DEAD DEAD DECOMPOSING blog. Its so quiet, that its scary >< anyways, please tag people. ME IS VERYVERYVERY blehz. HAHAHA being lame again.

hmms, shall post about outing t sentosa on Tuesday, 220610.
Woke up at 7.30am, went back t sleep, woke up at 9. Prepared, took 855 t vivo t meet Gana, Eugene & Joel. Took 131 t Railway station, went funny farm. Told them places t collect the resources, then went in t slack xD anyways, just taught them how t start, then they cooked their instant noodles. Left at 1+, went vivo t meet Janice, Sihui, Huimin & Sam. Zhengyee came ALOT LATER. Went sentosa, met Sweehong, Chinhock, Yooneu, Lance, Jeremy, Linette, Phyllis & Debbie at Siloso. Chatted w Debbie, then got pulled in t the water by Sweehong & JeremyWong, super wth lor!!! Sihui & huimin got pulled down too. We all had t carry Janice on the the beach, then she got dragged into the sea xD HAHAHA \m/ (Y). Super jokes. Then Debbie got pulled in too ^^. Tengyi & Ben came after their training, the chatted w them. Kena bullied by Jem, sucker! Anyways, had fun ^^ Managed t have a fun time w DebbieTanWanWen le! Left at 6, showered, then went Kopitiam fr dinner. Walked t Keppel bay, played truth or dare. Took 145 w Sam, Eileen & Debbie. Sent her t her house, then missed 139, took 186 then finally took 139 home ^^. Showered, slept at 1. Was damn shag uh, but totally fun. Managed t spend time w both Ding family, & "so-called" WHC :D

Such a drag, school starting in less than 3 days, & guess what, i havn't even completed A SINGLE HOMEWORK D:< hopeless hor. Faint, can i drop out of school please? Cries. I reallyreallyreallyreally dw go back school, need t start adapting back t sleeping early, & waking up early D:< faint mann. KILL ME UH!

Anyways, need go wash up, going mummy's office t help out ^^ wheeeeeeeee $7/hour, already completed 4 hours, today another 3-4 hours ^^ cool. So ciao people ^^ with loves.

im leaving,

2010-06-13T16:20:00.002+08:00

wassup people! Guess where i am? I'm at dad's house :D heehee. Officially, i love the guessing game XD so mean hor h3h3. blehz, lame!! Ohwell ._.

Havn't updated in a long while. Its holiday now, group camp ended le, sucessfully :D Cougar got 3rd place, w the help of Gana, Amelia, Hoongkoon, Eugene & Joel. 6 man patrol, wheeeeeee! Cougar is veryveryvery bonded now, pc is now damn fun fr most of us :D heehee. Out most of the days, after camp went t shop w amandapoon at Far east. Bought legging & a dress which i love :D On friday, had girls scout outing, planned by Cheah Guanying & Amelia Ng, it damn super fun!! Everything went well, the AAR was fun too. Chatting bout *shhshhh* stuff too :X haha. Saturday, stayed in, cooked dinner, ALL BY MYSELF for the family heehee! First time wor :D wheeeeee, it was super super nice :D Today, went Far East w Debbie & Phoebe, got our super sucky manicures. Deb was super unhappy w her french, but im quite alright w mine. EVEN THOUGH I SCREWED MINE UP XD hahaha doesn't matter :P Shopped around with them, had kfc fr lunch. Took 5 t interchange while they waited fr Alicia & co. t go far east fr her birthday. *HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA!* Anyways, now slacking at Daddy's house, later going queensway t get my shoes, wheeeeeee! muhahahaha, i want more helix studs XD blehz. Anyways, going slack around le. Text if needed people :D

- with luv, C.

Guess what,

2010-06-03T23:18:00.001+08:00

IM GONEEEEEE! SEE YA PEEEEEEEEEEEEOPLE! MISSED TRUCKLOADS.

Post officially after group camp, heeheez. Wish me luck with love kk? Heeeheee flying kissing too? wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Nights ^^
-Signing off, C.

2010-05-29T23:48:00.004+08:00

hey yo people. Nothing much t update. & NO, not going t update on Cross Country just yet. Been sick the past few days, resting at home. Literally slept fr 14 hours last night, woots!

Maybe setting blog t private, too sian alr. Or moving t else where some know. ohwell heehee bleh :X

Just have 1 thing left t say :

I WAS SO RIGHT, & THIS PREDICTION ISN'T GOING TO BE WRONG.

-with love, C.

Happy birthday(!)

2010-05-25T21:10:00.003+08:00

Shag, unwell. But decided t wish people happy birthday cos.. im nice xD joking!

Happy Birthday Oh Jiayi (!)
Happy Birthday Stanley Ho (!)
Happy Birthday Joshua Ng (!)

kk time t rest again. Text if needed people :D Will update bout today's cross country & events when im better! Buhbyes!

a little love,

2010-05-22T23:59:00.005+08:00

Heyhey yoxcz people ;D time fr update again :D
So today was GESS Carnival 2010, 3c spent almost 1 month preparing fr 22 May 2010 :D Our class game is 3Catch`o H20 :D Food stall sold Nasi Lemak & both were successful :DD
Woke up late, rushed. Took 33 t Tiong park met Weiqi. Went school, slacked around w people till Morning assembly. After that, slacked a little more, found out i had t do duty fr haunted house. At first thought was cool, till i found out what my role was, fcukedup. 2 words = FREAK OUT! But after awhile, got used t it. Fun at times, but kept hitting head on the table, HEADACHE ._. At 11, was break, went t find Debbie, heart-to-heart ^^v Slacked around, saw Lance & PJ. Went t find Weiqi & Ruolin, didn't really spend alot of time t them, went back t find Debbie. Went back ava room at 1pm. This time the shift was damn slack, shag. Fun was the Sweehong was making a fool of himself screaming, super funny :D At 3, went t Stanley's house w Clement t get stuff then Clement treated me Sweettalk. Went back school, find Weiqi, slacked. Find zx & d, heart-to-heart again ^^v *thanks guys fr making me laugh* Suppose t go UNCLE RINGO's ride w WQ & co, but skipped. Went t find Debbie, heart-to-heart once again ^^v xD Went ava room find Sihui & Huimin, slacked then started cleaning up. Finished at 6+, washed up. Walked t tiong fr KFC w Janice, Sihui, Huimin, Alex & Stanley. Had a hard time finding table ._. Settled down, ate, then started asd-ing w Alex, playing twister & tap-of-war xD Left at 8.45 went interchange, had t wait fr mummy t come back cos FORGOT T BRING KEYS ._. thanks ♥ & Weiqi fr keeping me occupied. Showered, watched tv. Chatted w people o.O ;D Going off t bed soon ;D heeheehee!

Thanks D², WQ & RL, Zx & others fr cheering me up today ♥

- you guys all rock, loved.

DTWW - This is specially fr you, cheerup alright? SMILE loads kk? i can see things are going t get better fr you soon. Just make the right choices, like i said earlier on, choices have consequences! Think twice before you do stuff. Don't care bout that fcukingBASTARD, he just sucks t the veryveryveryvery suck-y max! Hope he gets struck by lightning fr lying t you! Just let him be & leave him t wander in his tiny boring sucky world. Don't be scared, im here fr you, FOREVER & EVER, always! I'll keep that promise we made today, *we're* not going t let anything happen t you! I SWEAR! I know both of us have been having our ups-and-downs the past few days bout *winkwink*, but no more kk? No one is going t ____ . Promised each other alr right? Thanks fr making me smile again, w your cute adorable jokes. You really rock my life. ILYVVVVVVVVTTSFVM!

You're the best, loved.
*p/s. i hope you remember who the *we* is.

Vanilla twilight

2010-05-15T14:58:00.003+08:00

Heyhey yo yo people! Guess where I am? I'm at scape Mcdonalds xD and I'm using iPod touch t update :D heehee yay finally got my new iPod baby!

Currently w Sihui, Huimin, Eunice, Janice, and Xinyi celebrating FIONNE TAN YUE QIAN's birthday. Later going watch movie :D
anyways, MYE 2010 ended fr my class yesterday, after school went KFC w family except peiyan. Had breakfast, Yuefang, Jiaying and Candia left fr kbox while the rest of went home. Supose t sleep, instead played w iPod till 2+. Left house went t meet Debbie, Jiayi, Jem and Claudia. Sharmay was there too! Claudia left, deb and shamay shopped around. jiayi, jem and I just slacked. Bought a damn cool screen protector fr my iPod too! Now I've got a mirror as my screen protector :DD Ben came, & I left them t meet Eunice, Sihui and Janice, huimin came late. Went t eat Sakae, was playing w janice's ... xD heeheehee *shhh secret. Had loads of laughs, got 1 damn cute baby sit behind us, kept playing w us. Took photo of her too ;D left, walked around bugis street. Bought a dress, bought fionne's present too! Took bus home, used comp till damn late, chatted on phone w alot of people! *thanks t those who helped me loads. Slept at 1am.

now going slack till movie starts, bye people!

Edited at 10.43pm

Today totally rocked :D 7am had morning chat w Debbie, slept till 10am, had short chat again, woke up at 10.15am by mummy t go buffet lunch. Showered, changed, went Great World walkwalk, went t Furama fr Buffet, met Jenny jiejie too. Had loads of laughs, didn't eat much today o.O Jenny Jiejie sent me t Somerset, walk t the MRT t meet Sihui, Huimin & Fionne, Xinyi, Janice & Eunice came later. Went t buy tickets fr The last song at 5.35pm @ Cathay Cine Leisure, then they went t eat Mac while i just played w my ipod :DD heeheehee xD Went outside t snap loads of photos w Eunice's DSRL! So fun ;D Went t Koufu t slack till 5.15pm, went t buy food then went fr the movie. Super super super super super super super x100time nice! Out of the 7 of us, 2 didn't cry. Especially the girl beside me kept laughing at people crying, damn her uh. So mean right? tsk :P anyways, super nice super sweet super loveeed movie. GO WATCH! xD Went t toilet, then 313 t look fr food. In the end went Orchard Central Roof Top Garden, snapped loads of photos there. Went t Coffee Bean buy PURE VANILLA ICE BLENDED! YUMMY! Walked t bus stop w Fionne, took 123 home. Just ended call w Debbie, going slack till sleep ;D

Happy Belated Birthday Danielle (!)
Happy Birthday Shamay (!)
Happy Advance Birthday Yiling, Amanda & Fionne (!)

solo,

Anyone of us,

2010-05-09T14:49:00.005+08:00

你好, こんにちは, Γεια σας, Bonjour, Ciao!
that just shows how bored i am :X Its "Hello" in 5 different cool languages ;D

Well, MYE started last week. Been revising fr Ss & Geog since friday. Havn't started on other subs, super gg.

On Friday, geog did revision. CD, then was Physics. Was suppose t pay attention, instead was playing around non-stop xD Recess, then was English. Ms ChenWeiling's last lesson w 3C`10 D:< she didn't teach, instead she showed us her photos & chatted w the whole class. Took photos too heehee! Amaths, did last year's MYE paper. MissTeo gave us essence of chicken as good luck :D Lessons ended, went t find MsChen w Eunice & Janice. Went tiong did stuff fr her, had light lunch. Went back school, slacked at library. Gave MsChen her goodbye gift, then we sent her t her car. Took 851 home, showered, studied. Slept at 11.

Saturday, woke up at 8. Went tiong meet Candia, Junior & Jiawei. Sihui, Fionne & Eunice came later. Had breakfast, went back school fr Physics AP. After AP, walked t tiong w Sihui & Jiawei. Slacked w Jiawei, Yuefang, MrPhua, Matthew, Junior & Jeremy. Studied the whole afternoon ._. Had dinner, used comp. Slept at 12.

Sunday, woke up at 8. Wanted prepare breakfast fr mummy, ended up she bought fr us le :D She reborn her hair again uh, *jealous*. Gave her the ipod shuffle & card. She cried mann, tears of joy. Superb happy uh ;D watched 2 movie, suppose t be studying now. Instead im blogging. Going orchard later, hopefully shopping bah ;D Update when im back!

dead silence

in my head, random posting!

2010-05-06T20:16:00.004+08:00

heyo :D me is CassandraTohHuiMin! me is BORED! me is BLOGGING :P
lmao, failed english. IM BEING STUPID ._.
hahs, guess what im doing? My Social Studies text book is open infront of me w my notebook & multi colour pens too. Suppose t be taking down notes, continuing from yesterday.
INSTEAD, i was chatting w CLAUDIAAUZHIQING, just gave B/(L) a call & sms, & im blogging :P
hahs. supersupersupersupersupersupersuper bored ._. sighz, im going t start spamming sms w people le.

i've finally got it thought through, i know what i need t reallyreallyreallyreally revise le
- PHYSICS is a MUST cos i rarely listen t LCB's lessons, BUT IM GOING T START TOMORROW :D
- SOCIAL STUDIES not cos i don't pay attention in class, but i just don't get it. Im slow uh, wth
- CHEMISTRY cos i really just don't understand. it just sucks kk?
im going t try & finish up my social studies by tomorrow night, or not saturday. So i can start revising fr Geog, then PHYSICS!

Anyways, MS CHEN WEI LING, 3C'10's current Social studies teacher & English teacher is leaving le D:< tomorrow is her last lesson w us, super cries uh. Really really really really really can't bare t say good bye D:< & i planned t get a cool present, BUT TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT D:< so freaking sadded uh!

Ohhlala~ Debbie just talked t me on msn, memissed her today. Been having our short counseling session fr the past few nights. Thanks babe fr being there!

so, today. School as usual, emaths went library. CD, got our new year books. WOOTS! PE, all girls except me ran, was slacking at ISH. Amaths, went library again did revision worksheet. Chem, Ms Mah absent. So Ms Chen relief first half of the period, then got our English results. I GOT 78% cool uh, A1! Second half of the period, Mr Chan relief-ed. Was chatting away, so didn't really do work. After school went Mc w Russell, Don, Jeremy, Jiawei, Smarcoo, Sihui, Huimin & Janice. Everyone was damn low & quiet at first, but started having fun when POOR jiawei's nametag got taken away by the sec 4s, slowly most of his stuff too :P hahs. Took 63 w Russell & Smarcoo home, showered, then started using comp. All the way till now :P

now listening Its Over - Jesse McCartney. Just recalled how much use this song was t me ;D Its rawks.

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed
Jesse McCartney ; Its over

P/s. this song has no meaning t me, i just wanted t post it up cos i like it :D

hahs. heeheehee! Going t end the post w the most fun photo today :D

Time will tell,

2010-05-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I will let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
; Adam Lambert - Whataya want from me.

waiting fr that day t arrive.
i've thought through it, hoping that things would go as planned
but what if it doesn't?
Plan B, ...

FFD 2!

2010-05-01T23:59:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 11am, watched tv. Had lunch, used comp. Continued watching tv, went Great World t meet Debbie. Bought 2 packets of ear sticks, went t Gift Greetings, finally bought my ELMO Year planner, after SO LONG ._. She bought her present fr Hakeem. Met up w the boys, walked around aimlessly, took 16 back t tiong, the boys left. Debbie & i walked around, bought more ear sticks then went t 6th lvl t slack & have our Heart-2-heart. She went t eat her strawberry milk ice, then walked around. Took 33 t Queensway, bought even more ear sticks & a stud :D hahs, she & i bought a friendship band which was damn troublesome uh, lmao. Found out its the same as Dana's :P she took 33 while i took 197. Bought dinner, went home showered then eat. Mummy is out of the house, going t sleep soon. Tomorrow going t mug, WOOTS :D laughs.

DebbieTanWanWen - thanks fr fun day out & helping me sort out stuff too, really means alot. & you need t cheerup too alright? Things are going t be alright. You always have WHC here fr you. meloveyou truckloads girl, ♥. Happy 4th Month Anniversary too, last long w H.

hidden secrets ,confused

FFD!

2010-05-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

kk let me continue 300410

Friday, 30 April 2010
Attire was ace camp tee w skirt, went school. Had a damn dragg-y assembly, was entertained by JaniceNgLayWen! Geog, I FAILED MY SECOND TEST FOR THIS YEAR!!!!!! 5/15 so fhhh-ing sad uh D: anyways, CD. Went t AVA room t do IC registration, slacked w Physics girls & some boys. Went Science room, then recess. Slacked w Zhengxian, Stanley & Songjing before going back class fr English. Amaths, did revision, slack. Briefing in hall fr street sales. Took bus then MRT t Boon Lay, walked then slacked around w Janice, Sihui & Huimin. Only managed t get $3.50 fr jeremy. Went t a HDB t slack then went t Jurong Point w Sihui, Huimin, Jiawei, Matthew, Russell, Junior & Zhengxian. Thanks Sihui & Huimin fr the Durian Puffs. Met up w the rest of 3C, went back school. Rush back home, showered then changed. Daddy came t fetch us t NUS at 6.45pm fr Grandma's 80th Birthday Celebration. Met up w all the cousin, didn't snap as many photos compared t last time we all met. Dinner started, Amanda, Dana & i were the first performer, followed by mummy. Continue dinner, watched Amanda & Felicia practice, went back t the hall, then had t dance alr. Afterward was Lynn & Marc. Soon, all the cousins started getting high, we were spamming songs & cheers non-stop fr each other. Best was Nobody & Sorry :D Sang till 12, moved t the room upstairs. Wasn't as high compared t earlier. Went fr Supper w Mummy & Di while dana went home, slept at 3am.
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY NAINAI! <3
Update 010510 tomorrow, nights people!

it goes L-O-L-L-I-P-O-P!

2010-05-01T22:09:00.003+08:00

long time since i've actually blogged, loads of stuff been going on. Sian t do long word-y de, lets just do the highlights each day :D

Friday, 23 April 2010 [Dana's Birthday]
Lunch at tiong / Gess Cove w Debbie, Sihui, Huimin, Chin hock & Amelia / Debbie's house w Jem

Saturday, 24 April 2010
Fishing at Pasir Ris / Home

Sunday, 25 April 2010
Breakfast w Russell, Sihui & Humin / Amazing race w Russell, Huimin, Sihui, Jiawei, Matthew, Junior, Zhengxian, Don & Jeremy / Lunch at kopitiam w girls / Slack w boys

Monday, 26 April 2010
AP in library / walk t tiong w Weiqi, Don & Afiq / Home

Tuesday, 27 April 20 [Jiawei's Birthday]
School / Bball w B, Brian, Andy, Abraham & Weiqi / Home

Wednesday, 28 April 2010
School / Truth-or-dare w Eunice, Yuefang, Candia, Sihui, Huimin, Roy, Smacoo & Junior / English AP / Tiong fr snacks / home / Shell fish supper

Thursday, 29 April 2010
Napfa retest during PE / truth-or-dare during Amaths free period / Assembly / Lunch in school / Taking of ic photo / Library w Don / Slacking at Amanda's house / home fr dinner!

Update friday & today's post later :D heehee

Happy Birthday girl

2010-04-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANA TOH HUI LING!

My deardeardeardeardear Sist. From today, i've known you fr 13 years. And for this13 years, our sister-ship relation has had its ups & downs. I remember when we were young, we used t fight loads, physical methods were used at times too. When i look back at those times, they just make me wonder, how we used t be that way. Now, we may have misunderstandings, but im glad we don't fight like before. I just recalled how much trouble we both had t go through t use Daddy's old comp. We always had t help each other lie remember? Hahaha, shhhhh :P Anyways, study hard. Teenager alr, don't always play around like primary school. If there's any problems, you can always come to me. I'll always be here w open arms. Meloveyou alot girl, take caAre. Enjoy you day babe.
Forever and always, Sesame Street Sisters fr life babe!

LoveMe, Justin Bieber

2010-04-22T21:23:00.001+08:00

24April2010, TOMORROW'S DANATOHHUILING, aka ELMO's birthday! MELOVEMY ELMO! SHE'D BETTER LOVE ME BACK TOO, cos ... xD heeheehee :P

Anyways, that sleepy-head on sleeping le, its 55 more minutes till she becomes 13! My meimei is growing o.O hahaha. Tomorrow is going t be a fun day fr her, w me around or not. Hope she enjoys it well.

DANATOHHUILING, i shall give you your birthday message tomorrow. Loveya ELMO!

Special Dedication!

2010-04-21T23:30:00.003+08:00

Special Dedications,

Happy Birthday Dillon Wong.

15 years old le hor, don't always play around le! Known you fr 3 years, remember when we were sec 1, the 4 of us always meet up? Its been alotalotalotalot of months since we all met up, soon alright? For the past 2 years, on your birthday, you & i coincidentally would meet, dk why this year don't have. I remember 21April2008 veryveryvery clearly hor, don't say don't have. Hahs, anyways, see you kor, takecare. ilyttm x3

Loads of events coming up, loads of plans. Esp can't wait fr Mothers' Day, got BIGBIGBIG SURPRISE for mummy :D hahaha!

Update asap, see you!

long weeeeeeeeeek!

2010-04-18T09:13:00.014+08:00

4th month, week 2 of year 2010 was supersupersupersuper long and expensive mann.
NOTE. this is a veryveryveryvery LONG post. BEWARE!

Tuesday, 13April2010

School, Social Studies at ava room, then was chinese, sianz. Physics, got scolding, wtf. Recess, Amaths & Emaths equally sian. Went tiong w Huimin, met Stanley at Ya Kun. Bought stuff, went back school. Met Guanying & Amelia, chatted & slacked. Discussed about tuition, went library met baby. 4.45, 139 home. Showered, interchange, took 16 w Clement & Alex t Lucky plaza. Walk t Ngee Ann City, seated at 7++. Janice came late, had fun, esp our table consisting of Alex, Stanley & Sihui, people who can't cook very well, lmao. Meeting, then had mini-award ceremony. Mr Kung sent us girls & sweehong home. showered, then slept.

Wednesday, 14April2010

School, its friday lessons, so started off w Geog, no test! woots. then CD, then Physics, super dreading physics now uh ._. Recess, then English. Then Amaths test, shag mann ._. Went back class fr english again. After school went 18th chef w Huimin, Janice, Sihui, Yuefang, Eunice, Junior, Russell, Zhengxian, Jeremy, Matthew. Jiawei came later. Zhengxian broke my file, then he bought me a new one! :D thanks loads, but can't entirely blame him, found out someone else broke my file that day too, wth ._. went popular, then bus t interchange, then bus home w Vilson. LOL.

Thursday, 15April2010

Forgot t bring tie, 2 weeks in a row le. wtf please! Anyways, Emaths so sian. CD, then PE. Did gym, group w Huimin, Sihui, Jeremy, Jiawei & Matthew. So fun. Recess, Amaths. 1 period chem, then COC. Kena disturbed the whole COC. After school, slacked w Jiawei, Russell, Junior, Jeremy, Matthew & Smacoo, waited fr Yuefang. Ate Mac, went NTUC. Matthew & Jiawei left. Went Bt. Ho Swee slack & chat. 63 back w Russell. Showered, went down meet Baby fr dinner. Had super light dinner xD Prepared fr the next day, slept at 11.

Friday, 16April2010

Woke up at 5.20, 63 w Russell t tiong t meet Sihui & Co. MRT t Chinese Garden w Amelia too. Started t rain, so was under shelter doing stuff. Finally they said no more crosscountry on that day, we started t pack up. After doing up the stuff, all Sec 3s, Amelia & ChinHock went back t school. Played w Helium while walking back t Chinese Garden MRT. Took MRT back t Tiong, went 7eleven buy sandwich, walk back t school. Sihui, Stanley & i only attended 10 minutes of physics, then recess. Went back class, free period, slacked & played around, Amaths free period too. Amaths people went t study area outside staff room, t slack. Chatted w Don, then slept fr 10 minutes. Walk t tiong w Jiawei, Janice, Don, Junior, Matthew, Russell, Jeremy & Zhengxian. Met Sihui & Huimin at Tiong, Mrt t Pasir Ris, jokes. Reached, took bus t downtown east then walked t Wildwildwet. Changed, then played everything. Had more fun, compared t the previous trips. But was totally limping around uh, wth. Leg started t hurt at 5+, rested while watched the others play. Showered, went fr dinner at Nihon Mura Restaurant. Took the Cadbury Ferris Wheel, took 5 from Pasir Ris back home, slept fr 20 Minutes. After sihui left, all of us got up, started chatting. Got off at tiong, 63 w Russell & Zhengxian, chatted. Went home w crushed spirits, nevermind. Slept at 12++ after showering.

Saturday, 17April2010

Woke up at 10+, breakfast. Slacked the whole day. Tried watching When in rome, but had technical difficulties. Showered, cab t Carlton Hotel t eat at Cafe`Vic. Waited fr Dee & his parents t arrive, then his family came. Started eating the buffet, fell in love w the desert, but the mini-deserts were sooooo sweet. After eating, was so full, went Marina Barrage t slack around. Watch the kites fly! Aunty Serene sent Dana & me home, showered, then loaded movie. Slept at 12 after watching ghost whispers.

Sunday, 18April2010

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Was woken up by JEREMY WONG's morning call, shag. Got up, watched when in rome. So nice uh, super sweeeeeeeeeet too. Prepared, left house, took 33 w Jem t tiong. Met Debbie, chatted on the way t SengKang. Reached at 12, went t Icing Room t do a mini-cake fr our WHC's(We-Heart-Clique // We-H-C) firstday anniversary! Met up w Sweehong & co. Bought sweets from 7eleven. LRT t Sengkang swimming complex, met up t Linette & Chinhock. Cut our cake, changed then went t swim. Played w the slide 5 times, its faster than wildwildwet's slide, but smaller. Swam around, got up at 3+ showered, LRT back t compass point. Ate at kopitiam. Lance had fever, so he left halfway w PJ. Met them again at MRT, slacked on the way back. Took MRT t Harbour Front, then took 855. Showered again, chatted w Baby. Now watching LILO & STITCH! Meloveit mann, esp LILO's DOLL Scrump!

Overall thisweek, i roughly spent/ate/used about $120+! wtf right? $70 50 goes t Dinner at Carlton Hotel, wth!

its just -

Its over, 10April2010

2010-04-12T20:44:00.004+08:00

6 months of effort, finally ending w a successful campfire

Friday, 9April2010
School at 6, kfc fr dinner w Alex, Stanley & Huimin. Met Amanda, went back school eat. Fall in, did flag staff, then practiced Emcee scripts. Practiced whole night, showered, slept at 2 after supper in staff room w Amanda, Sihui & Janice.

Saturday, 10April2010
Woke up at 6.15, washed up, had morning PT. Breakfast, then changed t full U. Flag break, then rained. SUC in ISH. Congrats t those who stepped up! Changed out of full U, started helping fr photo gallery. Lunch, then Emcee practiced all the way. Changed t full U again. Dinner, finally campfire. Even before campfire started, i was alr having sore throats. Sian! After campfire, had refreshments. Took everything down, had Campcom debrief. Changed, then 16 t interchange. Damn scary experience cos no bus t take from interchange, plus had t walk t 7-eleven there. & VERY DESERTED! Got home, showered by 1 then slept.

Sunday, 11April2010
Hard time getting out of bed. Lunch, went Gym w mummy. Deeeeeee's new gym so cool, at river side point. Super super super cooler than gallery hotel now. And the facilities are alot better. Showered, then bought a lot a lot a lot of food home! MELOVE DURIAN PANCAKES xD super un-expected, cos i hate durians! Anyways, rested at home, 6 went Redhill Market w Dee, Dana & Mummy fr Duck Noodles. Laughed-My-Ass-Off at almost every single thing! Went Great World, bought $16 worth of accessories. Went t Harris, have 2 books in mind i want t buy & read! Went Cold Storage, was being stupid xD Went home. Slacked, slept at 11 after chatting w Baby.

Monday, 12April2010
Woke up, school. Assembly, was chatting w Sihui. English, went through spelling list. Then social studies, super sian. Recess! Emaths, then Chinese. Was super sian, went fr Emaths lesson at the library. Went BK, then went Mc slack w Hayley, Amelia & Guanying t talk about TUITION! 63 home, chatted w my dear Anit-Social Bitch! ME LOVE MY ANTI-SOCIAL BITCH! Anyways, showered, dinner. Now blogging, & chatting w Baby about hairpins xD im HIGH!

NOTE TO SELF! i've got a stalker, the stalker ironed my uniform for me. MELOVEMYSTALKER!

DebbieTanWanWen - Anti-Social Bitch! Cheerup alright? Im always here fr you, don't worry. & You're fine, just look t 1 direction. I can always come find you in class, i can always sms you 24/7. Thats what asb is here fr you, meloveyouveryveryveryverymany much. :D

less than 24 more hours.

2010-04-09T15:37:00.002+08:00

6 months of preparation, & it all comes down to tomorrow! Sighz. ._.

139 without Dana, luckily Crystal was there t pei me :D school, assembly was sian. Geog, was totally stoned. CD, wasn't listening. Physics, was either tweeting w Sihui & Jiawei (both were sitting beside me LMAO uh) Recess, then was english. Did spelling, even though didn't study, hoping t just pass. Amaths, learn about polynomials. SUPER LONG WINDEEEEEEEEEEEEED! After school, took Serjay fr Raise & Lower. Slacked w Amanda, Alex, Stanley & Gana. 16 then 153 home. Showered & eating lunch now.

Later still need go school fr pre-camp. Awwsosad D:<>< GO AWAY! ._. being lame xD

OMG CANT IT STOP RAINING!
*rain rain go away*!
GO AWAY!
Go! Dont come, i dont like you D': hahaha im being lame xD LMAO!

kkkk going rest then prepare fr pre-camp.

3 more days, 3 MORE DAYS!

2010-04-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

eeeeeeeek! can't you hear the silence? Its freak-y xD This blog has been dead fr days without post, tag board is going DRY too ._. aww sobs. HELP SAVE THE BLOG, TAG IT NOW! xD sounds damn crapp-y xD Blog has been dead cos Internet was down, & i was lazy :P

Today, school. Read programme, Chem was damn sian, was smsing all the way. Chinese, decided t do my work, but some fhhh-ed up incident happened in class. Super wtf mann :X Recess, then was Emaths. Shag! English, was damn sian. Did comprehension. SS, was at AVA room. Sat w Pearlyn, was sms-ing w random people heehee xD After school, went Long John w Sihui, Huimin, Janice & Eunice, didn't eat. Played w huimin's ipod touch. Found out some cool stuff, just like last year, wtf mann! xD Bought Tempura, went back school. Meeting started damn late, ended at 5.30pm. Damn sian ._. After meeting, went BM w Amanda & Kenner. Went NTUC buy POCKY MILK! Took 961 home. Wanted t shower, but Uncle Ben came t fix the aircon, had t wait till 8 ._. Mummy cooked snacks fr me! Mummy is being super nice! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Going t finish up stuff fr campfire then SLEEP EARLY!

3 more day, t the very fhhh-ed up event. SCREW IT! SAVE ME ><

freak-x tothemax-y out-z

2010-03-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

ohhsuchaboreeeeeeeeee! Back t school today, suckz mann, tsk. xD But today was fun, but damn stressed as usual, thanks t the pile of work given, AGAIN!
Woke up at 7, bus t school. Finished up last journal, had morning assembly. Was fascinated w the new posters in front of the whole school, cool mann xD First lesson english, ohh so sian ._. was trying t keep myself awake. Social studies, was like super the sian as usual. Recess, then was Emaths. Thats when my work started piling up fr the day. Sian, had t redo the quiz, do 2 exercises, by tomorrow morning, sighs mann ._. chinese, did zuo ye. Was chatting w Matthew & co. LOL. Chinese ended, went bus stop take 16 t inter w Sihui, Huimin & Janice t go Bm Mac. Had lunch, then started studying. Laughed-my-ass-off non-stop, huimin was being super funny today ;D (P/s. Cheerup girl (: ) Did emaths, completed the re-test, left w the 2 revisions t finish up, JIAYOU ;D Left at 5, went t photocopy consent form w Huimin, 153 home. Showered, dinner. Was showing DanaTohHuiLing, aka my ~~BIGBIRD~~ELMO! the scary song. Eeeek, lady gaga scares me now, but i still so love her song, esp Bad Romance, freak-y xD watched tv, now blogging. Going t start emaths work le ;D heehee.

P/s. CassandraTohHuiMin, aka COOKIE MONSTER!
loves
DanaTohHuiLing, aka ELMO!

;once bitten, twice shy.

Reminisce,

2010-03-18T10:05:00.002+08:00

OMGeeee, can't you see how many days since i last updated? Im just tooooo lazy uh >< Well, just update jobweek.

Day 1
Mummy & Monster sent me t School, usual briefing. Dismissed, got a nice sling bag fr free, for our 88th Anniversary. Set off w Amelia & Huixin t Bukit Merah View, got $90+ before 1. Lunched, then continued. Slacked alot, stopped at 7, got tot $230 w help from Amelia & Huixin, plus 3 of us managed t hit our target. Went BM buy Mc, went inter meet Amanda & Abi. School, counted money, dinner. Showered at 3rd lvl arena toilet w Hayley, Amlia, Debbie & Huixin. Had pc, chatted around. Slacked w Janice, got present from Keiji (Thanks ;D) Went IT room, debrief & lucky draw, slept at 1.30 after being woken up by someone who kicked the tables >< Was damn cold, yet hot that night.

Day 2
Woke up at 7.30, washed up, iron full u. Breakfast, then briefing again. Sec 1, Huixin was suppose t get 1st. Sec 2, Amelia got 1st. Sec 3, i got 2nd. Sec 4, Terrence got 1st too. Woohoo Cougar! Huixin didn't come w us that day, she went t Huiwen. Left school w Huimin, Shermaine, Debbie & Amelia. Went t Spottiswood park. Lunch, went around, saw Gana & Jasper. Went t Commonwealth, combed solo. Saw Magnus & Brian Teo. Went Depot road, combed w Debbie(ASB xD) & Shermaine. Overall, got $140, shag $10 below target >< Was late, luckily no punishment. Showered w Amelia & Debbie, watched Bedtime Story, was damn shag, nearly fell asleep. Debrief then slept at 1+.

Day 3
Woke up at 7.30, washed up, iron full u then breakfast. Briefing, left school w Cougar. Took MRT w Sharan, Amelia & Huixin t Woodlands, Amelia & I fell asleep on the way there. Combed the first few blocks, got damn little >< lunch, bought snacks, slacked. Was damn slack, playing games on the way, laughing & chatting. Did our patrol talk! Gave up at about 4+, MRT t tiong, was asking all the "weird" questions, esp t Huixin xD. Went Amelia's house, her dad contributed $10 t each of us. So coincidentally, went t Soonkiat's house, his mum contributed $10 too o.O woohoo xD combed, each of us got $30+. At 7, we still havn't combed the whole block. The last job & house i went was cool, t peel potato, chat w the Mum & i was given $10 o.O cooool. Met Hayley, bought dinner. The 4 of us were the earliest, we didn't have t wash cars :D Slacked, got a total of $85.10, $14.90 short from my target >< Found out something that kinda spoilt my mood. Played w Aixia's itouch w Huixin. Play dare or dare w Cougar, damn fun! Showered w Amelia & Huixin, we came up w some stupid theory, about Short & Tall people, but the theory is still yet t be proven xD Went IT room, debrief, released the results, our total earnings were $25000+, but our average dropped ]": In the end Cougar got 4th, WOOHOO COUGAR! Congrats :D Slept at 2 after chatting w Sihui & Huimin.

Day 4
Found out i slept walk, i wasn't sleeping where i fell asleep, i was far from that spot. Fhhh-ing weird uh! Went back t sleep, Sihui, Huimin, Janice, Amanda, Guanying, Debbie, LiYing, Shermaine (ps if i left your name out ><) woke up at 8.15 wtf >< Quickly washed up, clean up classroom. Breakfast, then clean the HQ. After everything, dismissed. The sec 3s had t stay back. 30 minutes of trying t be on time, then did some short Q&A. Planned out the pack list, & tried t create a cheer. Overshot the timing, had t do some shitty punishment which totally suckxcsxcsxcs-ed. After everything, cooled down. 16 w Sihui & Huimin t inter, 139 w Sihui. Bought light lunch, went home shower, eat lunch. Watched half of Spongebob movie, slept at 3 till 7+pm. Dinner, watched tv. Showered again. Watched tv, finished watching Spongebob movie, got damn moody. Slept at 1+

thats the end of JOBWEEK 2010! wooohooooo!
sighs, the next fhhh-ed up thing is 26 March, SEC 3 CAMP >< good lcuk mann!

sniff, sniff then sneeze

2010-02-28T22:14:00.005+08:00

so freaking sadded can? Yesterday i was perfectly fine, this morning i woke up having slight sore throat, then started sneezing >< aww mann. At least im not coughing xD

Stupidily woke up at 6 >< slept then woke up at 10.30. Slacked, used comp, breakfast. Showered, left house for Interchange, luckily brought out Chem book t study on the way ;D Reached tiong, met Yuefang at comics con, then went up t make name sticker, met eunice. Saw Zhengxian, Russell & Jeremy. Sihui, Huimin & Don came later. 195 t Safra. Had Ya Kun, got some problem w the orders ._. sian. Played 1 game of pool then left. Cab t Marina Square, walked around. Watched Percy Jackson, Lightning Theft w -. After movie, went Starbucks t drink CHOCOLATE CHIP frap. Slacked, went into some shop, slacked. 197 back home. Ate dinner, showered. Watched happy feet. Now sneezing tremendously. sighs >< kkkk, going finish studying chem fr tomorrow's test then sleep early. Hopefully wont come down w a fever like last month >< aww!

unfair,

eternality ≠ forever.

2010-02-27T21:38:00.005+08:00

yawns, yawns, yawns. Becoming like a pig now >< always sleeping ._. yawns, can't believe it uh >

Thursday, 250210
School, took the late bus, reached just nice. First lessons emaths, then CD. PE, didn't need t do Napha stations, went ISH play bball, damn fun ;D More people joined in later. Canteen fr Recess, luckily no Amaths, went t Library fr relief t self study. Sat w Eunice & Janice & Ms Chen fr the 1st period till ms chen left. Studied, then went back class. Chem, sian ttvfm >< Assembly, talk about the E-learning, sian mann. 3 years, 3 same talks >< Went canteen fr Lunch w Eunice, Jiaying, Candia, Sihui, Huimin, Jeremy, Jiawei, Matthew & Junior. Changed, got Geog textbook from Baby/♥. Went ISH play bball w Sihui, Huimin, Eunice, Jeremy, Matthew & Junior. ZacEe, Candia, Thiri, Jiamin, Weiqi & Huiqin joined in later. Damn fun game ;D had t stop playing at 4+, walked t tiong w 3C people. Bought Sweet Talk, went Mc w Eunice, Sihui & Huimin. Went popular buy stationaries fr the next day's geog test. Bused t inter then home. Didn't really study much, cos all i had t study was map reading, all also know de xD

Friday, 260210
Woke up, school . Returned Baby/♥ his textbook. Went back class fr geog test, omg i lost 4 marks out of 30 >< sobsobsobs. CD, then was Physics, went Lab. Recess, then was English. Finally, free amaths period again ;D This time in library silent room >< after everything, met up w most of the campfire com members, put bag in library. Went tiong w Amanda, Sihui, Alex, Stanley & Janice. Bought lunch fr Ms Tan, Janice left, went back school. Had lunch w Whole camp com in Gess Cove. Meeting in Silent room, laughs laughs laughs xD After meeting, went tiong w Sweehong, Amanda, Alex & Kenner. Sweehong left, met w -. Yay, he finally bought my Carnival ticket. Walked around w him & Amanda, Kenner & Alex. Bata, popular, then some DIY shop, then BMC t buy stuff, then home. yawns xD

Saturday, 270210
woke up at 6, slept then woke up at 7, prepared. left house fr 139, met Janice outside school, we were the latest xD First was DRApha, first stations sit ups, did 36. Then was Sit & Reach, no measurement, just timing 1 minute. Then went t stave rack fr Shutter Run, timing 11s ++ then went fr Stand board jump, FAILED >< then was the MODIFIED version of incline pull up, screwed up luh, only managed t do 5 modified de >< fcked-up. Did 2.4 run too, scuk-y timing >< After DRApha, built gateway, was damn hungry & tired, slacked. Took down the gate way, cleaned up, walk t tiong w Alex, Stanley, Clement, Xiaotian & Janice. Ate kfc, got an egg tart from xiaotian ;D walked around fr awhile, saw Sweehong, the rest left, bought sweet talk, Sweehong pei-ed me wait fr bus. Went home, showered, on air-con, wanted t sleep. Ended up spamming smses w 6 different people at once >< only managed t get 30 minutes of sleep at 6 >< got up, started watching titanic. Been watching since then, going continue. Byes ;D

text w loveeee if needed ;D

fckedup-.

2010-02-23T19:38:00.004+08:00

i've given up trying t update the previous days, today was a damn seriously CB day.

got up, laced up shoe lace. On the bus, nearly left my w890i on the bus, which had my sim card in it. "Was a damn scary incident alr uh." Assembly, English. Mdm Foo caught me, said i dyed my hair, wtf can. "Its totally Natural Brown can? Wtf, no teacher has caught my hair colour before, why does she have t be the first?" Chinese, wasn't really listening, was just damn sian ._. Physics at Lab, was passing notes w sihui. Recess, then was Amaths, did test. Out of 8 questions, i didn't complete 5, which consisted of 19 marks. Means i'll only be getting 11/30 marks, wthwthwth !@#$ was damn freaking depressed can? Emaths, was totally stoned out from Amaths test. Went back t class get books, then went Canteen. Slacked and chatted, went GESS Cove, then slacked outside Physics lab. Terrence was damn funny, w his direct translation. Didn't really study much, was totally slacking & playing around. Went lvl 4 w sihui put her books, then 2 screwed up incidents happened at once>< left the lab at 5, said something damn wrong ._. *Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. Really realy really sorry ._.* Walked t tiong, had Mc. Totally paiseh-ed my self can, seriously was alr so screwed up luh >< Leslie came, went more than words. Talked t someone damn cool there. LOL ._. Comics con, then bused t inter w huimin then 153 home. Got my phone bill, was damn shocked by the bill. Surprisingly, its the thing that didn't make me pissed/disappointed today, my bill came out t be 2 digits only, woooohooo ;D kkkk, going t study fr tomorrow's test le. Text if needed, w luv.

celebrate

2010-02-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

wellwell, its been a few days since i last actually updated.

110210
-emaths, found out baby had went home, freaked out!
-CD
-PE, ran pre 2.4 run. Got timing of 15:55 mins, so freaking bad uh >< -Amaths, stoned -Chemistry, practical. -assembly, did summary short meeting w girl scouts, went back class slack w amanda too, then met Chengjun, Linette, Preston, Jeyna, Eileen, Sweehong, Chermin & Chinhock outside pb room. Eileen & Chermin left, yenyi came. Went GESS cove w Sihui, Huimin & Janice t eat & slack till 4. Went Bmc put bag at amanda's house, then Plaza sing t shop for her friend's present. Back t her house then played w Anthony. Home for dinner. Prepared full U then slept.

120210
woke up at 5.45, interchange. Met Don for nothing >< school, waited damn long then fell in. Morning was cny performances & total defence skit. Changed t full U, then hall for mask painting then class for umbrella painting. Recess, then reflection. Slept during the video xD Changed in class after school w girl scouts, cleaned up class till 2. Walked t tiong bought buns. MRT t vivo, met Zhengyee then lunch at Burger king. 100 t queensway then 14 home. showered & changed, taxi then MRT t bedok w Dana. Monster (the new Dee), picked us t his house for steam boat reunion dinner. Watched tv till 10+ then went home then slept.

130210
Woke up at 10, used comp till mummy woke up. My poooooor meimei, sist darling was sad. *cheerup babe* Went CK tangs bought present for Walus, then t FEP. Mummy gave me $60 & Dana $50, bought my heels, mummy & Dana's palms. Mummy left, Dana & i got Dee's birthday present, then immediately bought our biker jackets. Went t XCraft t pierce helix :D heeheehee yay! 167 then 196 home. Packed up house, mummy cooked wester dinner for us. Watched tv till 9, changed went t Changi then West Coast w Dee, Mummy & Brother Olly. Uncle Anthony came later. They fished, i was texting non-stop all the way & playing w Dee's iphone. Apparently there is wifi at Bedok Jetty, coooool! Fished till 2+ reached home 3 then slept immediately.

140210
*Happy Birthday Monster <3
woke up at 11, used comp. Showered, prepared. Cabed t BMC Nainai's house. Lunch w Daddy too. Played w Uncle Felix's sons, Justin & Jayson, aged 7 & 5, so adorable :D Then Tricia, Lynn & Valerie w Da kuma & uncle chongmeng came, watched Glee. Cabbed home, got stuff then cabbed t bedok. Did some stuff then cut cake. Went Dee's grandma's house, went back bedok for dinner. Stayed in the room, watch movie till 10.30. BOUGHT STRAWBERRY POCKY, then home. Showered, played cards w Mummy, Dana & Aunty Rowena, while drinking moscato, yummy rich wine w cheese cake :D watching 200 pound beauty while sms now. going continue watching.

150210
*Happy Birthday OngZhenyang <3

kkkk happy Valentines day people <3

far longer than forever

Happy Valentines Day & Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-14T11:10:00.002+08:00

kkkk, not going update today. Just going t wish everyone ;

Happy Chinese New Year,
&
Happy Valentines Day.

w loveeeeeeeees, CassandraT

i hate it.

2010-02-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

ps for not updating. omg, i just sneezed. ouchouchouch xD being totally lame, pahsehs xD

090210
Woke up at 6, reached school at 7. Suppose meet baby at 7, ended up meeting him at 7.10. Got a shock by him. Assembly, then first lesson was english. Did filing, then was Chinese 1 lesson, only did ting xie, then was Physics practical in lab. Recess, then Amaths. Was actually concentrating & listening :D If i keep this up, hopefully i wont fall behind anymore ;D Emaths, samesame. & i got my emaths test back, WOOOHOO! i got 23/25 for emaths, highest in class, along w Eunice & Yin Leong :D woohooo, hopefully can sustain highest in class like sec 1 & 2. Went back class for heart t heart, went t change t pt kit. Lunch w Swee hong & Dinesh & the usual people. Huimin went for her SL investiture stuff, fell in. Cougar full strength! cool ttm. Had total defence skit, sian. After 3 rehearsals, Leopard VS Cougar in soccer, kena by the ball once by Kenner, another by Stanley._. Then was Netball, sian ttm. totally gave up playing ._. After that, received 2 oranges from the unit. Got stuff, went kfc w Sihui, Huimin, Janice, Stanley & Jack. Studied, Zhengyee came at 7+ ate kfc's egg tarts :D *yummmmmmy* Hot, yet sweet, i LIKE! Studied till 9, bused t inter w huimin, then bused home. Reached home at 9.30, showered & got myself cleaned up by 9.45 :D Finished up homework, chatted w Beloved on msn, chatted w Les brother for awhile, counseled him o.O slept at 12. fcking got up at 5, thinking it was 6 alr. Luckily didnt go wash up yet xD

100210
woke up 6.20, damn shag. Off t school, assembly. Amanda was parade commander, so cool :D Read program in class, CIP raps had t meet at ava there, luckily on Friday got total defence skit. Went back class get Chem books w Syahirah & Jiahwee, apparently, Ms Mah lost my practical book uh, wtfwtfwtf ._. Went back class for Chinese, was talking t Matt, Russell, Zhengxian all the way, yet doing my zhuo wen, yay i completed todays work :D Recess, then Emaths. Brought Amaths notebooks instead of emaths, wtf. So only did workings on the board. English, did summary, SS, was totally freaking stoning. Rushed out the summary thingy last minute. Stayed in class, went tiong w Sihui & Janice. Chamelon buy pins, Mc met zhengyee & Win, Win asked us t buy... Chatted. Walked back t school without winn. Went toilet slack. suppose be at canteen at 4, 4.05, all the SLs were there even before we were. Slacked w Amanda, Huimin, Chinhock. They left, we slacked, chatted, walked around. Waited for huimin. Walked t tiong w Huimin, Amanda, Zhengyee, Sihui & Janice. Went Mc, then kopitiam. Ate deserts, chatted & slacked. left at 6+. Went watson buy Essential hair mask, aww i so loveeeeeeeee it :D Bused back t inter w Huimin, 153 home. Showered, used Essential Shampoo + Hair mask. All im short of is their Conditioner! Coooool :D Chatted on msn w Beloved & Les brother again, dinner + oranges. now blogging. Waiting for hair t dry, cant wait :D

belated photos :D

& this photo was suppose t be up before camp. here it is now :D

(P/s. its shakey cos the photographers hands were shakey :P)

i hate the feeling i always get when i flash back.

lessons

2010-02-06T19:39:00.010+08:00

IM BORED! not, chatting w Les Brother now.

Woke up at 6, was reluctant t go training. Still went, met Janice in morning. Flag break, got our NYAA SILVER! wtf? just completed bronze, now silver. Can faint mann, stressfull siol! Changed t pt kit & my black trackpants w PINK stripe on the side, the one i wore like, 2 years ago t Mt. K. First was PT, Gavin & i couldn't do, so Mooteng asked us t do 200 sets of 4 buddha claps(forgot the original name we called during Sec 1 group camp, aww ): ). wtf uh means, 400 in total uh! kk, finished PT, Cougar & Jaguar was tgt, first station w Magnus, doing the bloody gateway pillars. Not fun uh, Kung smart use the meeting t help w the Gateway, ._. Next station was the outdoor cooking. sustained the first w leaves & the freaking huge logs. hahaha! Next was Abseiling, we wasted the first 15 minutes slacking, only managed t jump 1 time each. When reached lvl 1, had t help Debbie w her head injury, still had t piggy back her t the other end of the arena. It was our turn t be first aided, Ivan did first aid on me, then he piggy back-ed Amelia & i over. They carried Serjay w the stretcher too, damn funny! So overall, Jaguar was the winner for the day :D Puma was second, leopard was third. The rest had t stay back pack up. Changed t full U, flag lowering, changed back t PT kit, took down flagstaff, went t find A-team. Slacked in scout room, walk t tiong, find sihui. Went 18 chef, bought present for *ahem*. Slacked at the MRT, crapped. MRT t dover, saw Tavence, 147 home. Showered, Daddy came t fetch us for the Family Reunion dinner. Fun catching up w cousins. Now, our cousins are divided into 4 diff sections, Working, ACJCs, GESSians & QTSSs. Thats how we were seated last night xD After dinner, went home. Unwrapped my christmas present, i got 2 dresses, a bag, hair pins from diva, & 3 tops :D Now, waiting for Mummy's Christmas Present, MY IPOD _______, i also dunno what t fill in that blank now :P Lynn came t fetch me, then t fetch Anthony, Amanda & Felcia. Then headed t Tricia's house. Started off playing poker, amanda joined in later. Then played Circle of death, where we drank like free only, fun ttm. We played for damn long, till 2am. Slept at 3am. Woke up at 11, breakfast. Got counseling session by my uncle, nagged at again >< spaghetti for lunch, Amanda's parents sent me home, showered. Tea break, now sianning. ><

Credits : FionneTan! SMILE :D You name specially credited here! ilyt :D

P/s. did you know that the chairs on double decker buses were so cool! :P *winkwinkblinkblink*

the lesson i learnt, will never be forgotten. imy,
if i could talk t you, the first thing i would tell you is, thankyou.
everyday is a new learning lesson

screwd-wloves.

2010-02-03T20:36:00.008+08:00

heyo people :D kkkk im being very mean, the only reason im posting cos i didn't go school today xD heeheeheeha! LOL kkkk i won't be that mean kk, i update, but going MIA for like 10 minutes t watch tv xD

was watching Ninja Warrior, LOL. Going t take the stupid cough syrup that makes people drowsy. Why do meds have t be so mean, make people dizzy de >< .. afk for 2 mins eeeeeeeeeeeek, hate the pink cough syrup that makes people dizzy ._. damnit ><

[020201]

was considering on going t school or not, in the end still went. Missed early bus, took the next one. Dropped my phone outside school, wtf uh. Morning assembly, then was English. Chinese went canteen w a few boys just t buy a file. Physics, sat at the lvl 3 big mirror. Mr Lim was talking about the mirrors, damn sian. Recess, went back class get bag, went Amaths, damn happy i understood :D & i just passed my Amaths, woohoo. Emaths, was listening in class too :D Went back class t celebrate the January & February birthday babies :D Happy birthday t Vilson, Clement, Christopher, Xinyi, Matthew & Syahirah. Had cake, only could eat the Mango de. Changed, went canteen for lunch. Went Gess Cove, then Physics lab for study program. Went Arena for the Total Defence skit. After everything, found out something quite irritating, ><. Went Tiong w Sihui, Huimin & Janice, kopitiam. Ate, slacked. Went Popular, went Challenger, went More Than Words. Walked around, went back kopitiam, zhengyee came, saw stanley too. Studied, slacked, chatted. Went back More Than Words buy stuff, reached home at 9.15pm. Showered, watched tv. Kept myself awake till 12 just t send Matthew Mah his BIRTHDAY WISH ._. [030201]

My third birthday wish, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW MAH! 3 times alr hor, very good kk :D
Woke up at 6, took temp. 37.6°. Sent the picture of the temp t 5 people, only 2 could read the mms, ._. doesn't matter, didn't go school. Went back t sleep at 7.15. Woke up at 9, went BM doctor w Mummy, then went her Office, saw Aunty Yvonne & Uncle Albert. Helped her pack the Original HP Branded Thumbdrive, i want it mann, so chio. Mummy said next time help me get, heehee yay <3 Monster sent me t the side walk, went t the Dentist downstairs, booked an appointment :D Went home, used comp, slept at 1, woken up at 2 by spammage of smses. After replying every sms, i managed t sleep for 30mins before getting another spammage of smses ._. Was in bed till 6, LOL right. Used comp, waited for mummy come home at 7 for my dinner. Watched tv, then took the pill meds only. didn't want take cough syrup at that time. kkkk, going continue watching tv le.

damnit, the bloody pink cough syrup really making me dizzy & starting t get headache again ._. ouch *sniffs*, on the brighter side, im not coughing as bad anymore, instead, im sniffing even more & sneezing ._.

& i found this page on facebook, the name of the page is "we might not be close again, but i won't ever forget how it used to be♥", nice name right? LOL

kk, text if needed <3

Special Shout out!

2010-02-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

kkkk, fcuking lazy t post. But just going t say :

Happy Birthday to ...

Matthew Mah (030210) & Syahirah(060201)!

Love you two ttm, enjoy your birthdays :D

Post on their birthdays' itself. Nights w luv all <3

GESS Camp 2010 o.O

2010-01-29T21:46:00.005+08:00

holy cow, can't you see it? Just look, look at it, look at it! its been a whole week, from 22 feb, till 29 feb. Woohoo o.O Not going t care about the un-updated days. Sorry blog D":

kk im back from Gess / Ace camp 2010 at Bintan. It was fun ttm mann. Snapped loads of pictures here & there. loved it there, especially the scenery heehee ;D

Day 1
Arrival in Gess at 6.15am
Bus t Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal
Ferry, felt sick & dizzy + headaches ><
Bus t the school t deco the library
lunched
played games w 3C, murder, splat & blow wind blow/♥.
continued t deco, found out something Fhhh-ing suay on that day too >< x100
Went t the Hotel, slacked
Room-ed w Janice, Sihui, Huimin & Candia
Quick shower, plus washed Camp Tee
Dinner, Night walk then Shower
Chatted, Snapped photos w Candia, Sihui, Huimin.
Joked till fell asleep at 1am Bintan Timing(2am Singapore Time)/♥

Day 2
Woke up at 4.15am Bintan time (5.15am Singapore time)
Washed up, National Anthem.
buffet breakfast.
Sampan rowing w Sihui & Huimin/♥.
packed lunch, said school creed at 1.25pm
Coconut Tree climb, fun ttm can, me loved it/♥.
didn't do sand castle building, instead played Murder + Dog & Bone/♥.
discussed class song & cheer
played treasure hunt, sang cheers w Janice, Sihui & Huimin/ ♥.
Washed up, dinner.
Campfire, sian ttm. But loved our Class Cheer! Woohoo ♥.
waited for boys t go t showering area w Class, showered.
slept at 12pm Bintan time(1am Singapore Time)

Day 3
Woke up at 6am Bintan Time (7am Singapore time)
National Anthem, reflection + songs
Packed Breakfast, sat in the hot sun chatting
bus back t the School t present them w gifts
went t Village t shop for stuff
Lunch, then t Ferry Terminal
Took Motion Sickness pill, slept at the beginning of the ride till the end (total duration = 1hour 30 mins)
Bus back t school
Met HL, left house 139 home
Met Dana, bought dinner + bubble tea
Home, showered, washed clothes
TV + Dinner, using comp now.

Going post up the 100+ photos onto facebook, will post a few pictures here soon.

Saturday, CCWA early in the morning, sians tmm.
Sunday, hopefully can go service + bbq.
Monday, short outing w Baby ♥.
Tuesday, CCA
Wednesday, FREE :D
Thrusday, Common test ><
Friday, Campfire com meeting .

i only have 1 day i think is free for the whole week. o.O Going rest soon, nights w luv all. <3

Long way ahead

2010-01-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

*yawns* its been a very tiring week. Almost every night out till damn late, then coming home sleeping damn late too.

not going update blog yet. Update tomorrow kk? Very shag now, going sleep le. Tomorrow, still got the FREAKING CAMPFIRE COM MEETING !@#$!@#$!@#$ wtfxcszxscxzsxcz! Im fcuking shag-ged out alr uh! Screw sec 3 life mann. ><

Anyways, going sleep alr. Nights w luv.

P/s. Meloveyou, *winkwink ^^* ttm *inserts heart*

Cloudnine

2010-01-19T21:59:00.004+08:00

kk, im on CLOUDNINE now. Heeheehee :D
Woke up at 5.50, left house at 6.30. Reached school at 6.45, saw Clement. Handed up reflection, slacked at foyer. Assembly, first lessons was English. Compo results, got 15/30 o.O corrections. Then was Chinese, then Physics. Physic, damn sian. Pathetic LCB anyhow scold ._. Recess, then Amaths. Me good girl was listening in class. Did work too ;D Emaths, was also listening. After ended lessons, went back class stick stickers. Went for lunch, then fall in. First was PC, joked. Then was total Defence Skit, sian. Then was lessons, learnt backslice. After ended, Sec 2s & 3s had t meet HL, then had NYAA meeting too. Slacked, chatted w Zhenyang, btw (Good luck kor, jiayous too :D). Slacked at flag pole, walked t out of school w Afiq, Chris, Ben.P, & others. Went BM w Amanda, had Mc, gossiped & slacked. Left Mc at 7.35, reached home at 7.40 ;D Showered, watched tv till 10. Going sleep soon, nights w luv all <3
190110. 9.30pm
meloveyou, ♥

woohoo

2010-01-18T19:07:00.003+08:00

woohoo, the lazy ass is blogging. Suppose t be doing Amaths, but due t some fcuked up question, im GIVING UP *jawdrops* xD hahaha impossible, NONSENSE! Im just taking a long break. heehee :D

141010 (can't remember in detail what happened the whole day)
- school
- Emaths, was damn shag.
- PE, Ms Lim didn't come, so free period
- Recess, slacked
- Amaths, fcuking shag, couldnt pay attention. Went dentist half-way w Yuefang
- Chem, slacked. Had test, fell asleep after paper.
- Assembly sian. Got scolded for some incident.
- Lunch
- Painted class w Fionne, Pearly, Sihui, Huimin, Janice, Crystal, Candia, Yuefang, Eunice, Xinyi, Matthew, Zhengxian, Russell & Amirul. Dian & Weiqi came t slack.
- Slacked
- Played frisbee & netball
- 63 w Russell
- Home , NYAA & Homework, chatted w S.

150110
School as usual. First lessons geog, did map reading. Then was CD, talked about what we needed t do for class etc. Physics, had class at Lab w 3D too. Recess, then English. Got our spelling results back, I FOR 10/10 woohoo :D then was Amaths. fcuking shag, got headache, & wasnt listening in class. Had t assemble at Arena t sing Nation anthem, sian ttm ><>Zhengyee - Rock
Janice - Boulder
Sihui - Stone
Cass - Pebble ._____. Left BK at 10, 33 home. Stopped at ikea, walking home IN THE DARK IS SCARY TTFM.

160110
Woke up at 5.45 t finish up NYAA, prepared t go school. Met Guanying, slacked. First was ceremony, Cougar patrol, strength 7, present 4 ._____. pathetic, but very nice cos we didn't need do push-ups for GI, power? xD btw, Terrence & Amelia got their Scout Standard alr heeheee cool for cougar, cos "3/4 present for cougar got scoutstandard" xD quoted for Weiyang :P Did PT, ran around tiong park, then rested cos wasn't feeling well. Had PC, but wasted time only xD Helped sihui w her Flagstaff w Huimin, Jack, Kenner, Gavin & Alicia. Both Hakeem & Sihui failed, sobs. Slacked, learn knots. Slacked all the way. Flag lowering, had t help take down flagstaff. Slacked at foyer w Sihui, huimin & jack, had t wait for HL t handup NYAA, fell asleep while waiting. In the end, couldn't hand up ._________. waited for Zhengyee come, took 139 t Plaza sing. Ate the crispy pork, slacked. Waited for Janice t come, went Dhouby Ghaut exchange eat JUST ACIA, yummy ;D love the free ice cream flow <3 Went Sihui's house downstairs play playground, went KK hospital visit Leslie. took 131 t Bugis while Amanda & huimin took directly t Bm Interchange. Went iluma, walked around, lvl 7. Slacked, took picture. 9 + left iluma, took 147 home.

School, lessons. Won't update, forget what i did too :P after school, met HL, had t REASONS IN CHINESE WHY DIDN'T HAND UP NYAA EARLIER WITHIN 8 MINTUES. wtf right? So rushed t do, in the end still couldn't complete. Went down buy snacks, show Kung the invitation. Did abit of work, left school at 6.50. Bus t tiong w Sihui & Huimin. Met Zhengyee, Janice & Jack at Mc. Had dinner, did abit of work, then left at 8.30. Reached home, had instant noodles + watched the LAST EPISODE OF dang wo men tong zai yi qi . such a sucky ending uh, wtf? kkkkk going do homework then sleep as early as possible. Will post all the late photos soon.

Byes w luv all

woohooo :D

2010-01-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

Yoz :P okay, im seriously a horrible blog owner, i totally abandon my blog uh. Not totally, but havnt been updating. Stressed from daily homework, NYAA & Scouts. Faint ttm. Anyways, going leave this post un-updated so i can update w 140110, 150110 & 160110 :D

must read & tag hor o.O

going do NYAA le, aren't i being a good girl :P hahaha kk byes :X

a long way to go

2010-01-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

wows, its been so long since i last updated. Dont bother updating the left out dates.
Woke up at 6, fcuking shag. School, as usual. 1st period we took our IC photos, wtf had t pin up all our side fringes, super disgusting! Had Chem at lab, then was chinese. Sian sian sian. Recess, then emaths, didn't do homework, but was still listening t class. English, did spelling, then correction for the diagnostic test. SS, sat w Janice. Totally fcuking stoned out, wasn't listening t class. Ran away from class, went tiong w Janice, Huimin, Jiawei, Matthew, Don, Smacoo, Russell & Zhengxian, had 18chef to celebrate Don's birthday. Saw Alex, Aixia & Samatha there too. The boys left, i wen t find Eileen, Yenyi, Chinhock, Sweehong, Chermin, PJ & Linette at Subway. Left shortly after arriving. Went back t 18chef find huimin & janice. Went school for campfire com meeting. But chairman & advisors were late or not coming. walked around school w Amanda. Did homework. Finally Ms Tan & Mr Kung came out. Was so sian alr. Had short meeting, finally Magnus & Hwan came. Chatted till 7. 7.15 left school w Amanda, Janice, Sihui & Huimin. Emo-ed while walking t tiong. Went Mc, then kopitiam. Had desert, then went popular. 5 t interchange, then 123 home. Reached home at 9.15. So freaking late uh. Watched tv, shower. Now updating blog. Update w photos soon :D

Happy birthday Donovan Lee Yun Hao.

why can't i get you out of my mind, i seriously need you.

fcukfcukfcuk

2010-01-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

kkkkk not going blog.
im going MIA, alot of stressed up problems coming up, one of them is called HOMEWORK, screw homework mann! to hell w you homework _|_ fcuk off.
Anyways, blog when i can, maybe once every 2 - 3 days. Text if needed :D byes w luv all

if i said i missed you, would you believe? if i said i still love you, what would you do? if i said i want you, what can you actually do?

shopping ttm

2010-01-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

So baby drive slow 'til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

'Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Taylor Swift;Fearless

omgwthwthwtfwtfwtfbbqbbqbbqbbq. Just being super duper random o.O heeeeeeheeeee :P
Was first awaken by mummy & natasha's phone call. Went back sleep, woke up at 10.52am due t Dana's call. Before she called, was having such a funny weird dream, all i can say t all is, i had my IPOD TOUCH *jawdrops* & i managed t ton w friends, & mummy didn't scold! Anyways, back t reality. Mummy bought back lunch, watched tv w Dana. 1 left house, waited for bus damn long, only reached Bugis at 2, wtf right? Met Huimin, walked around bugis Junction, nothing much. Except cottonon, wtf they were having sale, everything under 10, but didnt buy. should have bought the cardigan D": Anyways, walked around. Went Bugis Junction, looked around, still didn't find anything. Met Sihui, MRT t Orchard, then walked t Far east. Walked around, went t eat SLICE, *yummy*. Went back t shopping. Bought Don's Birthday present, then huimin & sihui bought Don's Birthday Present. Huimin bought her stuff, looked at the biker jackets, i wanted it mann. I WANTED IT! D": Anyways, bought my cny outfit le :D Went B1, sihui wanted buy her shoe, but didn't. Walked t Mango, walked awhile then went Mc eat. Went opposite, sihui took 124, Huimin & i took 5. She took 273 from interchange, & i took 198 home. Had Beef stew for dinner, while watching Tao Hua Siao Mei. Tried on clothes that were bought today, & tomorrow's outfit. Showered, updated yesterday's post. Going off t sleep soon.
Tomorrow going sentosa w friends ;D coolcoolcool cant wait :D

yes, or no?

insane

2010-01-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

isn't the photo so cooooool, guess what is it?

Helloh people, being super duper random now :D
Woke up, prepared full U, went school as usual. First lesson was Geog, Mr Phoon was fun. CD, had free period. Was eating WHITE MILK POCKY w Matt & Russell. Then was Physic, sian ttm uh. Super bored ttm. Recess, then English. Luckily Mdm foo didn't ask for journal, didnt do at all uh o.O Amaths, left half way w Janice & Gavin. Changed t full U, recruitment was damn sian ttm, walked around playing & joking w people. Managed t take 2008's Mt. K photo :D Received my Scout Standard & Foot Drill Course badges too :D super happy, went bus stop, took 16 then 123 home. Was seriously have headache, freaking un-well D": Showered, chatted w Matthew, slept at 11.30pm.

Time flew by so fast.

im badddddd >.<

2010-01-07T22:19:00.002+08:00

ohhdamn, im a damn blog owner uh, i've stop updating blog. i've only been updating w "update tomorrow" or "update asap". sobs. tomorrow still got recruitment, & i havn't done my chem homework, wtfwtfwtf. im screwed D":

cry me a river please, everyday is seriously damn stressful. !@#$!@#$!@#$ fcukxscxscxsxcsz!

uhhh, stressed ttm. save me somebody.

Morning rained, went class. First lesson Emaths, sian ttm. Got scolded by a fcuking teacher D:< you CB teacher! Went back class for CD, was fun, kept laughing & playing. PE, took height & weight first. omgwtfbbq, my height & weight didn't change for 2 years, sihui's too uh! wthwthwth! waitwaitwait! i just checked my previous posts, that i GREW :D

Last year : Height - 156 / Weight - 42.8
This year : Height - 157 / Weight - *censored :D*

Anyways, had t run around the school just t know the route for 2.4 D": Recess, then Amaths. Was fun yet slack. Chem practical was last 2 periods, went lab for lessons. Was damn slack uh. Assembly, went t change then went Bm find mummy. Took cab t Bishan Scout Shop buy stuff, then walked alone t junction 8 take bus 410w t meet Natasha at her house bus stop. Slacked at her condo gate, kept playing & doing stupid stuff hahaha. Went 7-11 buy POCKEY :D ME LOVE MILK POCKY!!! Went her house, she WAS SUPPOSE t do work, while i use her comp, instead we zilianed w her webcam. Fun lesbo photo ;D cam whore till 6, took bus ALONE t junction 8. Walked around, looking for stuff t spend money on, haha joking ;D but in the end didn't buy anything. 7, took MRT t toa payoh, then 153 home all the way. Bought Yu Pian Mee Fen for dinner, went home watched tv while eating. Showered, then slept at 11.30. shag!

your seriously super selfish, & i never knew that. why?

WEEEEE!

2010-01-07T16:52:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Guess where i am? heehee im at Natasha's House. COOL RIGHT? We're talking about -shhshh- gossip stuff again. Shes ADJUSTING well t her school. Hopefully she'll be fine. Shes right beside me now, doing her homework, so guai right :D Going t be a damn busy week, actually it HAS been a damn busy week. Homework everynight, sleeping veryvery late. Finally can rest today, or not would have seriously been super fcuking shag tomorrow.

Back t Natasha : Daughter, don't think so much about that PROBLEM alr kk? You'll do fine in school, you cna always contact me if you need, just t let you know. Cheerup alright? Anyways, good things t talk about now. Im going t tell you about that thing i wanted t tell you in 5 - 10 minutes from now :D Btw, can't wait t crash at you place this holiday, & don't forget this weekend alright? Love you ttm.

Going blog tonight, update all my un-updated posts. Tomorrow got recruitment, faint. Anyways, going chat w Natasha le, byes w luv. Update tonight <3

wtf wth CB!

2010-01-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

(waiting for Natasha pass me rest of the picture ;D)

040110 FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL :D
Woke up at 6, was damn fcuking shag (*terms meaning tired, nothing else .____.*) 139 t school w Dana & Crystal Toh! They stopped at Queenstown, went Gess. Waited for sihui at back gate, was outside our class at lvl 4 w Eunice, Candia, Jiaying, chatting like usual. Sat according t index number, im 33 again for 2 years in a row o.O woohoo! Sadly, SLs weren't in class, means JANICE, HUIMIN & YUEFANG, who are the few girls sitting around me aren't around. Even Xueer & Pearlyn weren't around. Anyways, Mr Phua briefed us, then had t fold boats. Coordinated w Jiawei, Soonhuat & Yuefang. Folded quite alot, cant remember how much exactly. After that, lunch in class. Then forget what we did le. Went arena for the final presentation of out paper boats. Damn nice ;D The whole school's effort was put into a huge 125th ! Damn nice. After school, walked around w Sihui, Eunice & Candia. Candia left, walked t tiong. Eunice left, saw Jiawei, Matthew, Jeremy, Zhengxian & Russell at KFC. Suppose join them, but didn't. Deposited money, then went B1 walk around buy food. Met Don, MRT t City hall. Original idea was t go Junction 8 meet Natasha, but dunwan also go there. So got off, then changed t the other side going towards somerset t go 313. Saw ONGZHENYANG & his friend, wtf uh?!? totally freaked out, started calling people t calm down. Went Food junction, had lunch first, then finally Natasha came. Chatted, got a freaking shock at her uniform, wont comment much ;D Went t the Marvelous Cream, 3 people share 1 cup of icecream just t sit at their nice place. Chatted damn long, gossiped is the correct word ;D Saw Amelia & Chermin there too ;D left at 5+ sent Natasha t Bishan, went back t tiong take 63. Don went t Lengkee meet Zhengxian & Russell, took bus home. Got pissed when got home, mummy's friends came over, 9 they left. Showered, watched tv. Monster came, got lecturing by him then watched tv till 12, slept instantly o.O

new beginnings, new feelings, uneasy changes.

Last night of holiday.

2010-01-03T22:03:00.004+08:00

look at Russell's process of wearing his shoe, joke!
All Candids, Sorry Don, Zhengxian & Russell.

its the last final night of 2009 holiday D": its going t be over in 1hour & 57minutes. Isn't it so fast D": means, schools starting tomorrow. gosh, the holiday ended too fast luh!
Woke up damn early at 8, wows right? Showered, then used comp. 11, went queensway w mummy & Dana. Has laksa lunch, then walked the whole of queensway. Mummy bought Dana & i each a zinc school bag, love it ;D i got a member card too ;D Went around, looking for stuff we needed. In the end, bought a new pair of fbt, some personal stuff, a pair of Bermudas for monster & alot of fila stuff, cos mummy got 5% member, got 20% storewide discount, & alot of the items got 50 - 70% discount. From fila, bought 2 tees, a new water bottle, a pair of black & pink socks & 2 bags. Mummy wanted buy me a jacket that caused $129 but after discount became $33, but in the end didn't buy. Went home, put down stuff, went queensway find sihui. Met Don & Russell there too. Walked around non-stop, 4 sihui took 64 back. Went Russell' house, cookie is so cute ;D Met zhengxian, went Rumah Tinggi play bball. Only shoot hoops & played 1 game w them. Watched them played 1 more round, went t the market buy drinks. Went home shower then changed. Cab t Parkway parade, met Uncle Ralf & Aunty May w Lauren, & Aunty May's sister & her family. Chatted alot w them, had fun catching up. They gave dana & i an angpao, was shocked by the amount. Mummy & monster gave me my allowance w a raise. freaking happy ;D Mummy went fishing w Monster, sent Dana & i home. Was watching tv, going pack bag abit then going sleep.

Schools starting tomorrow o.O *jawdrop* sobs so fast ...

& i found a person who talks just like monster C, scary ttm.
&& i got my pixon back le :D
&&& tomorrow got school,
&&&& im not sleepy.
&&&&& im bored.
&&&&&& Cass is feeling very random ._________.

kk going sleep le, nights w luv all.

Its so coooool, that you suck!

love the light!

2010-01-02T23:26:00.004+08:00

coooooool, okay. not so cooool. quite a suck-y day.
Woke up at 8, was suppose t leave house le, suddenly mummy wake up kbkb wtf uh. Then in the end couldn't leave. Cooked lunch for mummy & dana. Dana left for tuition, prepared, took cab w mummy t Bedok North monster's house. Had Steamboat cum teppanyaki lunch, yum ;D Played w his nephews, Warren, Wallace & Warwyn. Went t Expo w Monster, Dana, Mummy, monster's nephews & mum. Mummy bought her stuff, bought me a damn nice brown jumper for $10 only, & alot of snacks. Yum love the chocolate, especially the whitestrawberry chocolate <3 Went back t monster's house, had another round of steamboats cum teppanyaki. Changed into the jumper, played w monster's iphone, downloaded alot of apps, & spammed his battery ;D Played blackjack w his family, but got sian so continued playing his iphone. Watched Tao Hua siao mei in his room, 9.20 left. Bought Sugar roll, did something stupid :P Went back home, watched Tao Hua siao mei, then used comp, slept at 12+

& i learnt a damn cooool thing earlier on, going t try it w my camera ;D going try light graffiti ;D if its a sucky outcome, no one will ever get to see it, if its a success, goood ;D

Im Happpppy ;D

1st post of 2010

2010-01-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

/Private blog updated .
Welcome to 2010!

Random ttm ;D slept at 3, texting Sihui & Caryn. Woke up at 12. Slacked, used comp. re-edited my 311209 post, cos Donovan Lee yun hao wanted his name in the post too ;D Natasha also wanted a change in the photo .____. 3+ took 197 t bugis. Stopped at Stamford, walk t simlim. Met Sihui & Janice. Zhengyee came, followed by Sweehong. Bought Classic Soursop, went t Sheng Siong. Bought stuff, went t bugis. Bought Sweehong's wallet for his Birthday Present ;D Took 2 t Chinatown, then 147 home. Had dinner, watched tv. Wrapped books & watched more tv.
Tomorrow got long day again D": sian. Then going buy my bag ;D Either going w Don on Sat or tomorrow after do my stuff.

Why are you so mean? Your really being very mean, especially t her.

Happy New YEAR!

2009-12-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2009, hello 2010.

Memories won't be forgotten, good times won't be left behind.

on the 311209, everything is perfect t me now.

I don't regret anything the past year

Happy New Year to all.

last day of 2009

2009-12-31T22:36:00.009+08:00

/Edited

Woke up at 7, idk why also mann. only got up at 7.45. Prepared, 139 t school. Had meeting, then started doing campfire pit. Was damn slack uh, had meeting again, then 1 hour t discuss among ourselves. Walk t tiong, had KFC w Sweehong, Sihui, Janice, Weitian & Magnus, zhengyee came down later w his friend. Weitian & Magnus went home, Zhengyee, Sweehong & their friend went t watch Avatar, the rest of us went home. Slacked, slacked, slacked. MRT t tiong, met sihui. Got tickets, met huimin. Went t buy snacks at B1. Went NTUC slack, zhengyee came t find us. 7, watched Alvin & The Chipmunks 2, didn't really enjoy or concentrate much, was stressing out. Had t leave at the end of the movie, slacked w the rest. Went t Tiong park chat, 10.20 left w huimin for interchange then home. Watched count down w Dana. HAPPY NEW YEAR ;D

Wellwell, 2009 is ending soon, its time to look back before its too late.

WongHuimin -

Hey girl! Out of all the people im close t, you're the one of the few i knew the first when i first stepped into GESS. You have helped me out so much, in tough times, when im weak, or just need a listening ear. You were always there, thanks for being a great friend whenever i needed you. We may have our ups & downs, but we're still cool right? Thanks for helping me, especially this week. Its been a long & stressful week, still trying to get over stuff. It was hard to accept the fact, but you helped me. You being yourself, laughing & joking, smiling & having fun, really makes my day. Don't be too sad all the time alright? Don't be too stressed too. Take care, thanks for everything. Good luck on 2nd January 2010, meloveyou ttm ♥ !

Gohsihui -

Si-si ah si-si. xD Thanks for cheering me up when im down, counseling me, especially on 171009. That birthday, spending it w you, Huimin, Janice & Russell really made it the best. This year, was a very hard year, for all of us. You have your situation, i have mine. Don't dwell on the past alr alright? This 1 year, playing hide-&-seek around w alot of people, really was fun. Thing aren't going t be the same for you & me anymore, no more Cat & Dog. But still, keep a smile on your face alright? Things are going t be better. Thanks t you, Janice & Huimin, & a few more, i finally got it. you know what im talking about. Thanks luv, you rock. Good luck on 2nd January 2010. Meloveyouttm ♥ !

JaniceNgLayWen -

Da-jie! thanks, thanks THANKS! You are always caring for me, when im sad, you'll ask me if im alright. When im in need of help, you're always there. You're the one who encouraged me to get it too, you helped me so much this week, especially trying to accept the fact of what had been happening. I seriously didn't know that it was so ... nevermind ;D You know the sorry i told you yesterday, is what i planned t tell you now. Thanks for making me laugh so much too, can't imagine life without you. This year, has been a very difficult year for me, thanks for being there & trying t make things better. Im also very honored to go - - today, thanks. Can't wait t be in the same class as you. Don't bully me in amaths uh ;D Good luck on 2nd January 2010. Meloveyouttm ♥ !

Fcuker Family -

Hey Family, its been 1 year & 4 months plus since we first started our family. We've gone through so much tgt, really cant bare t split up. No matter what, we're still a family alright? Tgt forever! We can always meet up, we still mustn't forget our anniversary every 25 August. See you guys on the 4th January 2010, good luck next year ;D Meloveyou guys ttm ♥ !

Claudia, Amelia, Debbie -

Hey girls, take care in Sec 2 alright? Do well in scouts alright? Don't Always slack. Growing w you girls for 1 year, has really made it a fun year. Cam-whoring is always memorable. Won't ever forget the memories. Study hard next year uh, good luck ;D meloveyou guys ttm ♥ !

Dana, Jordana, Natasha -

Good luck in Sec 1, study hard alright? Take care, don't play around too much. Its time to get serious. Will miss you guys alot, laughing, playing & joking around will always be fun. We have to meet up alright? Can always contact me alright? Need help ask me, i'll always be here to help ;D imyttm & meloveyou guys ttm ♥ !

SPECIAL request by DONOVAN LEE YUN HAO!

Matthew, Russell & Donovan -

Boys, ah boys. 2008 & 2009, without you guys would have been very different. 3 of your have been there for me, in good & bad times. Laughing & joking w you all are really the best. Out of all the boys in the class, your are really the ones im closest too. We may be split up into 2 diff classes, but i 100% want t meet up alot kk. I want outing at ECP cycling like before, that was so fun uh. Will really miss playing in class w you guys, next year isn't going t be as much fun as 2009 without Don. Study hard, take care alright? See you guys on 4th January 2010, meloveyou guys ttm ♥ !
I WANT AN OUTING ASAP i don't care!

CassandraT -

(Being retarded :P)In 2009 there was good times, there were bad times too. But their all in the past. Time to stop thinking about 2009, & look forward to 2010. Learn from your mistakes, don't repeat them again. Its time for a new change.
What i want to achieve in 2010 : Good results, S.S, A.S.S, &&& i want the best _ i'll ever get.

imissmy MONSTER C!

To the rest - Happy New Year ;D Take care w luv. Good luck in 2010.

Moodswings anyone?

2009-12-30T23:59:00.003+08:00

sorry for the suck-y picture.

Yay, CASSANDRATOHHUIMIN is a happy girl on 301209 ;D
woke up at 8, did stuff. Met Amelia, Sihui, Wanjuan, Alex, Samantha, Shiwei & Zhengyee. Did stuff, slacked will 3+ 4. Went home, got jacket, went Vivo meet Sihui, & Zhengyee. Sweehong came later, followed by Huimin & Janice. Watched Sherlock holmes. Watched finished, bought prata from food republic & ate at sky park. Laughed out Loud, did my stuff on Sweehong's laptop. Huimin & Sweehong took bus home, sihui took 65 home, Zhengyee & Janice waited for my 855 t come then taking MRT. Reached home in 10 minutes uh. Showered, used comp. slept at 1 ;D

i won't ever regret again, you're long gone.

hatred, anger, idiotic ass.

2009-12-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

bored ttm, im shag as usual. going t be a damn long week D":
Woke up at 6, missed 139, took 153 t interchange then 16 t school. Very few people went for the meeting, only two sec 2s in total, wtf please? Helped w pioneering, was joking the whole day yet working, it was a fun day. kept joking non-stop w everyone. Took down the whole structure at 1+ had lunch till 2.30, then was dismissed. Didn't leave school, slacked w Alex, Samantha, Felix & Zhengyee, then sihui came. Did the G7 project, went Henderson w Alex, Samantha & felix t buy twine & food. Bought waffle ;D Went back school, didn't really work, just helped out here & there. Had t put up the whole board, was fun yet scary climbing up & down. Felix fell down too, damn funny, sorry felix. Finally, Huimin is released, went tiong. Had Kopitiam w Sihui, Huimin, Xavier, Sweehong, Samantha, Zhengyee & Felix. Was laughing non-stop again. They went t watch movie, Sihui, Huimin & i went bank then bus home. Showered, then watched tv. Started using comp, now blogging.
Going sleep soon, tomorrow still got cook w Amelia.

P/s. i have a confession to make.
i miss my MonsterC ;D
i want to watch
ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS
&
SHERLOCK HOMES.

Problematic

2009-12-28T20:26:00.004+08:00

Its been a very super huge 100% crazy long day. Sadly, that stupid issue did come back t my mind.
Woke up at 6 after sleeping at 3am, wtf right? Went school w resources. Amelia blacked out, so accompanied her. Did cook, w Amelia, Zhengyee, Serjay & Gana. All of us failed D": NEVERMIND! Helped w the pioneering, quite fun & slack at the same time. Did the banners w Sihui, Amelia & Debbie. Was dismissed at 1, went tiong w Claudia, Amelia & Debbie. Had Mc, was snapping photos after eating. Zhengyee, Sweehong & Sihui came t find us, debbie left w her sister. Zhengyee left, went t popular w sweehong. Sweehong left, 33 t china town. Didn't do anything there, walked t Maxwell. Huimin's parents are so nice, treated us deserts. Huimin came down, she ate her dinner. Leslie & his mum came down too o.O Left w Claudia, Amelia, Sihui, Leslie & his mum. Sihui & his family went t walk around, took 33 back t Claudia & Amelia. Stopped at ikea, walked home. Had dinner, slept from 7.30 t 8. Showered, then used comp awhile. Slept at 12.

Ass, i seriously don't understand your big problem. You want t screw people's life up, screw your own life. Don't come & disturb my sweet peaceful life now. I don't give a fcuk about you anymore, i stopped long time ago, why the hell do you even give a shit about my life? You aren't the best thing that happened t me, you don't have a big influence t my life, not anymore.

vulnerable & weak

2009-12-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Nothing much i can say left, but you're seriously being an ass for no good reason. Fhhh-ing swear going t hate you t the core.

To the ass whose cause pain t everyone

Don't mind that starting post, just needed t get that out of my mind.

Got up at 12.25pm, woohoo. Slacked at home. Didn't eat lunch at all. watched tv. Watched till 4. Got fcuking pissed when someone told me something, OMG I SWEAR that bloody ass is just so ... !@#$!@#$!@$#$. Left house for China Town. Went CK buy stuff, went Mc t buy ice cream. Met Zhengyee, went t the hill, or is it park. idk oops. collected resources for tomorrow's cook. Went up the hill, there was this freaking huge part from the tree that feel. Just took the stuff i needed from it. Didn't even have t search. Stayed there till 7+ Chatted, went around the hill, saw a freaking frog / tian ji. OMG can? i think i jumped when i saw it jump too xD went t people's park, 961 back home. Watched Singapore idol, 9.30 watched the promise, so sweet mann. aww, love story ;D Singapore idol winner is SEZAIRI SEZALI :D i totally screamed when i heard his name, not cos i like him. Cos the anticipation from waiting just blasted out woohoo. hahaha. Went t shower, now here i am BLOGGING :D

i really wish you would just disappear from my life, not even my life, just disappear from this world.
i hate you ass!

Cursed day ever

2009-12-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

Don't mind the sexy photos of sihui ;D

Left t right
first photo - Angelina, Cass, Yenyi & Linette
second photo - Rachel, Cass, Yenyi & Linette

woke up at 11, slacked at home. 2+ met Ben at Bugis, did his things, & got a present from him. So sweet right ;D left bugis. 197 home, got stuff. Suppose t meet Yenyi & Guanyuan at tiong at 4, but was super duper late. So took 197 t bugis again then MRT t expo. Was super late mann, "sorry you guys, really really sorry" Service was like how i remembered it 2 years ago, fun & ... just fun. Left expo for City hall, played games on the MRT like yesterday, so fun uh. Matthew daddy even called Guanyuan, Yenyi & i "children", we just kindly responded "Daddy", haha. Went Food Junction, Matthew Daddy was being funny. Yenyi & i asked him :
me+yenyi: hey daddy!
matthew: hey daughters!
me+yenyi: where's mummy?
matthew: coming already. You guys buy a drink as you wait.
us: you treat us?
matthew: *pause* err mummy's coming!
*laughs*
*from Yenyi's blog* ;D

Ate western w Yenyi. Wanted t play Bridge, but Food junction don't allow us t play cards .____. So played 007. Went t *forget-where* t settle down. Played around, played bridge w Yenyi, Chinhock, PJ, Choonguan, & Linette. Had t leave early, so Chin hock left w me. He did something reallyreallyreally nice for me, thanks ttm Chinhock. Had t Cab home due t the time. Reached home, watched tv. Chatted w Guanyuan, played online games w him. Played till 2.30am. Slept instantly got t bed o.O

can days like this get any worst.

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T23:59:00.004+08:00

I've got an addiction to ...
I've got an addiction to ...
I've got an addiction to ...
I've got an addiction to ...
I've got an addiction to ...

Cadbury dream realWhite chocolate, *yum*

Woohooo, its been a super duper long 2 days. Late nights w friends, fun as usual, but 100% lack of sleep.

Got up at 9.30, after sleeping at 4 in the morning, only 5 hours of sleep D": Prepared, left house. Took 153 t Interchange, then 5 t Tiong, then MRT t bugis met sihui & janice. Suppose wait for Zhengyee, but due t lack of communication, we didn't wait for him. Then stopped at aljunied, cos waited for Zhengyee, but since it was getting late, we left w/o him. Met Sweehong, Yooneu, Preston, Guanyuan, Yenyi, Xinyi & Vivian. Bought Polar puff's sugar roll, then waited for Zhengyee & Xavier t arrive. Saw Joshua & Joseph there but they didn't see me o.O Saw Abraham, finally zhengyee came, then went into the hall. Was the exact same service as yesterdays, except it was more fun cos Zhengyee was joking non-stop as usual. Service ended, went Bugis, ate at Simlim food court, was joking w the boys, super fun. Wanted t watch movie, but not enough tickets. Went t eat Ah Chew's dessert, was damn fun, all of us were laughing non-stop. Wanted to play pool, but the shop didn't open. So went t Suntec's starbucks t sit & joke. Played bridge w Abraham, PJ, Matthew & Sweehong. Matthew left at 9, Slacked till 10, left w Guanyuan. Stopped at tiong, 63 back. Bought Satays for my DINNER ;D went home ate till 12, slept at 1 o.O

Only wish this year.

400th POST!

2009-12-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

Merry christmas EVE t all whos reading my blog. So its time to update le ;D Woke up at 12 o.O slackslackslack, then mummy came home at 1. She started preparing dinner, SO EARLY RIGHT? Anyways, 3+ was slacking again. 4 monster came home & we had WESTERN DINNER w Moscato ;D Long time never drink le, especially wine. o.O Was suppose t leave le, but monster offered t send me t Expo. Stopped at the wrong place, had t run from HALL 3 - Foyer 3. its far mann o.O Met Sihui, Huimin & Eunice there, Yenyi, Eileen, Guanyuan & Sweehong was there too. Can't remember who else was there, sorry. The Service was about "The Christmas Love story" Nice story mann, about Joseph & Mary & the birth of Jesus. After the service, Huimin & Eunice left first. Walk t the MRT, Yenyi, Eileen & Chinhock left. Went Changi w Sweehong, Sihui, Yu Da, Su Qing, Cheng jun, Abraham, Linette, Guanyuan & Matthew, ate at Mc. 11, Sweehong, Guanyuan, Matthew & Sihui left for the last train. Was chatting, then Yu da & Su qing left. Linette, Abraham & Cheng jun stayed w me while waiting for monster. 11.20, monster came Mc t fetch me. Went Pasir Ris, didn't fish at all. Instead kept eating & playing. Played freaking many different card games. The last game was 7-up. Dana & i played till we were like drunk. Kept laughing & couldn't walk properly, probably from the Moscato. 3.30, left Pasir ris, 4 reached home & fell into deep sleep.

One time

2009-12-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

never knew Bedok Jetty looked so scary in picture.

was woken up by DANA TOH HUI LING that ass singing songs at 7am in the morning. She was already prepared t leave house at 7am in the morning, i also dk so early for what. She got scolded by mummy. Showered & changed, left house at 8am. Went Queenstown, saw Felicia & Uncle Jeremy there too. Saw Ryan Yow too o.O Anthony is in 1A, Dana in 1B, Jordana in 1E. & in 1B, there's this guy / boy that was SO ADORABLE, reminded me of JeremyW, super cute i swear. Even Dana agrees mann ;D Left queenstown, went Alexandra Village t eat Porridge, then went Fairfield. Met Anthony, Felicia & Uncle Jeremy too, Miel was there too ;D Dana did her appeal, went home get stuff then went back Fairfield again. Saw Ms Wee ;D Was suppose t go training, but Weitian said don't need go down alr so went Anchor Point Cold Storage t buy stuff needed t make the Chocolate Lava Cake ;D Dana totally pangseh-ed me uh, CB. Went home, did the whole thing myself, im shocked too o.O i didn't even slack uh o.O coooool. 4, the whole thing was done alr. Not Chocolate Lava Cake, now its call White Chocolate cookie ;D heehee im happppppy w my own recipe :D Mummy came home, she said she loves the Cookie, even happier now ;D Monster's mum cooked her damn nice soup & pig intestine w vinegar. Dana came home, watched tv. Slept from 7 - 8.30. Got up, changed then went t Bedok get some stuff, then went Marine Parade buy things then went Bedok Jetty. Didn't fish whole night, damn sian. Was playing w the fish, playing w Cards & Charade. Kept eating non-stop uh._______. Didn't sleep there at all. 2.30 went home, washed up then slept.

My one life for sure

someday

2009-12-22T23:08:00.005+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Secondhand serenade ; fall for you

woke up at 10, due t Dana's screams & cheering while talking t Jordana. She got posted to Queenstown Express, happy for her. But she wants t appeal t Fairfield, hopefully she makes it ;D Text Matthew immediately when got up, remember that he was leaving at 11, thought was late, but wasn't. Chatted w Dana & Jordana, was damn funny & crappy ;D Kor left at 1+pm. *take care MatthewMah, enjoy you holiday.* Watched tv, ate breakfast. Dana bought fishball soup for lunch for me ;D didn't know she was eating yu pian mee fen, *jealous* xD watched tv, till 3. slept till 6. Got up, dana went down buy Chicken Chop for me ;D Nicenice, watched tv. 11 then started using comp.

today, i mainly spent my time
;watching tv o.O
;sleeping o.O
;eating xD

241208, i spent my day shopping & movies at night
241209, i'll be baking chocolate lava muffin w white chocolate frosting (don't mind the white chocolate, i've got a hugehugehuge addiction to white chocolate) in the afternoon, at night Christmas Service w Sihui, Janice, Huimin & those who went on the 19th too, & (if got time) to Aunt's annual Christmas party o.O weeeeeee, can't wait to bake chocolate lava cake ;D

a broken heart is like a broken mirror, you'll only end up hurt fixing it.

Superhuman

2009-12-21T23:26:00.007+08:00

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Chris Brown;Superhuman

shag,shag & always as usual, shag.
slept at 3, was texting Caryn Laopo till fell asleep. Woke up at 12+, slacked. Played psp w dana, she went back t sleep. Used comp, 1+ - 2, went do find D then 195 t Safra. Saw Dian, w Jaryl & Xinyi there. Played pool till 3.30, got damn shag & lazy & sleepy :p went t 7-eleven, he bought kinder bueno white for me ;D heehee *Kinda Bueno never hesitates t make me smie ;D* he bought himself hershey white chocolate. OMG, im super a big fan of white chocolate, yum ;D 131 t Harbour front, then MRT all the way t Choa Chu Kang, cos he needed buy present for his cousin ._____. was damn shag on the way there. At Lot 1, bought his wallet le, walk around, slacked. Wanted play arcade, but didn't ;D 5+ Mrt t woodlands, slacked at Causeway point. Wanted shop for stuff but didn't, wanted pierce helix or tragus for $3 onlt, but didn't o.O sian, should have D": went t buy sugar roll, then bought sweet xD waited till 6.45 t collect my stuff :D we went separate ways, stopped at Jurong, 197 all the way back home. Bought yu pian mee fen, stupid craving again. Watched tv while eating, 9.30 monster came disturb .____. watched Fringe, sobs next week last episode le ._. chatted on the phone w Matthew, cos tomorrow he leaving for thailand le D": slept at 2 o.O

my ~~superman~~
superboy,imissyou
are you still there?

Camwhore addicts!

2009-12-21T00:49:00.009+08:00

Won't use words for this post
let the pictures do the talking :D
Enjoy the photo spammage
while i go find something t eat at 1.41am

[171209, Uncle Chongmeng's 60th birthday dinner at NUS & Guild house // Camwhore w Cousins]
(P/s. Champagne sucks ttvm)

[181209, Pre-campfire // injuries from ... ;D ]

[191209, gifts from Korea from huimin]
(P/s... got more, but won't post xD)

[191209, Candle light service w Zhengyee, Janice & Sihui]

Fireflies

2009-12-20T13:49:00.003+08:00

When i'm with you I'll make every second count cause i miss you, whenever your not around when i kiss you i still get butterflies years from now I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Faber drive;when im with you

woke up at 12, used comp & ate breakfast. Washed up, then watched tv till 3. Prepared, 147 t Chinatown Square w Dana. Slacked w mummy, monster & jenny jiejie. Mummy bought me a veryveryvery cute keychain, it was a small girl, but i exchanged it for a bear, even cuter ;D Monster left, slacked & mixed with a boy called "Chongchong". Hes only 8, & he looks like my cousin in malaysia Deedee ;D omg i miss my cousins in Malaysia, i want carry babies, i want babysit small kids. OMG I MISS MY COUSINS! Anyways, slacked till 6. Went Suntec t see the Electronic fair w Jenny jiejie & Dana. Dana & i went t the Epicenter booth t see ipod touch, was fcuking shocked by the prices uh, but i wanted the audio-technical ear pieces or the new headsets more. I want the new colours mann, freaking chio uh. Went down Food Junction for dinner, walked around then went home. Showered then watched Meteors w Mummy & dana, then heroes. Used comp then slacked ;D

I'll make every second count

Already gone

2009-12-19T23:26:00.003+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Kelly Clarkson;Already Gone

Got up at 6.30am, washed up, went arena clean up abit then meeting Mr Kung. He asked us a few questions then we left le. Went tiong meet huimin for Mcbreakfast, she bought stuff from Korea for us all ;D Janice had t chiong back t school for a`team. Sweehong came after she left, joked awhile, he invited us t go CHC for the Christmas service w Zhengyee too, but was still considering. He left t go back t his prefect camp. We sat, & chatted till 9.45am. Went subway buy a cookie each, sihui was doing Minutes, while Huimin & I were designing the invitations for the Campfire. 10.30 we all went home. Showered, then slept till 2.15pm. Prepared, & smsed Janice. 3.15 left house, 197 t bugis meet Janice & Zhengyee for Food Junction, Sihui came when we ate finish. On MRT, Zhengyee was being super joke, kept doing alot of funny things. Met Yenyi, Datina, Vivian & Sweehong outside the hall, sat w Janice & Zhengyee while sihui sat w Sweehong, was kinda sian throughout. The most fun was the candle light service, super nice. After the service ended, sang sweehong a birthday song. He left w Yenyi t go back their prefect camp, Datina & Vivian went home. Found out Chin Hock & chermin were in the cell group too o.O ohsocool ;D We followed the cell group t Changi for Mac. Was kinda sian, chatted alots. 10.15pm, zhengyee, Sihui, Janice, Chin hock & i left, Janice stopped at lavender while the rest of us stopped at Bugis. Took 2 w Zhengyee t china town, then 147 back home. Showered, then slept soundly at 12.

I want you to move on so I'm already gone

The way i loved you,

2009-12-18T11:54:00.002+08:00

woke up at 6.15am, prepared. 123 t BMC, then 139 back t school ;D When falling in, totally blacked out, then scraped my knee while running t water cooler. Super painful, plus it was just the beginning of the pre-camp D": Rest awhile, went scout room w Sihui play w Alcohol swap, fcuking painful mann. Tried not t scream, seriously was damn damn painful *sobs* help open door for Weitian, Kenner & Sihui who were digging sand, carrying back t the arena was damn fun. Went t buy cane w Sihui at Henderson Market, bought POCKY ;D Had t clear everything up, then redo everything ONCE AGAIN! Had lunch, then had t redo everything again. Weitian had t leave, luckily Amanda came down ;D was fun singing w Kenner, Amanda & Sihui as we worked & joked around. The fireball was especially cool & fun ;D did 100 pushups .______. woked till 7, had dinner, edited script & changed t full U. Was the Mc w Kenner & Amanda, fun! The games were all last minute, but they worked (: took down the gateway, then Mr Kung said we can't don't sleep over if we wanted too. He dismissed all off us, but Sihui, Janice & i decided t stay over as we wanted t eat Mc Breakfast early in the morning :D We were the only ones mann ;D Debrief was damn long, till 11.30. Cleared the fire pit, then went t shower in the boys toilet. Went t scout room w Sweehong slack awhile then went back t the room. 3 of us were laughing & playing till 2.

It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle

My colour

2009-12-17T17:20:00.004+08:00

/Edited

Heehee, super early post ;D cos i think i won't be able t post tonight.
Slept at 12.30 last night, woke up at 8 o.O wtf uh. Was raining, freaking cold. Took long hot showerer, used comp. Fb-ed, waited for Dana t wake up. Changed, then took 197 t Bugis street. Bought a nice dress, a pretty pink bag & shoes ;D Went by zinc, Dana wanted a bag, then the sales guy kept asking me help her buy. My heart would have really broke it i were t use nets, luckily can get away. Went Junction, went Diva window shop, then went B1 buy food. Went arcade slacked, wanted play games, but left. 851 t tiong, Dana went Jo's house while i 33-ed home. Changed, then 198 t Anthony's house, Mummy was thr too ;D They sent mummy home then went NUS. Was fun catching up w the rest of my cousins, sadly Lynn jiejie & Annette jiejie wasn't thr D": Went t the toilet camwhore w Dana & Amanda, went back t eat. Went back into toilet w Amanda, Dana & Valerie jiejie. Went back t eat for awhile, then the dinner ended. Went toilet w all the girl cousins, snapped non-stop uh. Post the pictures soon. Went up t Guild house cut cake for Uncle Chong meng, then mummy came down ;D went camwhore more ;D When back t the room t Karaoke ;D sang till 12, da kuma sent Mummy, Dana & i home. Prepared full U, then slept at 2am o.O

Attention! Tomorrow got Pre-camp le, won't be back online till saturday. will miss alot people truck loads, must miss me too ;D

Dana just came out, need go prepare le, byes w luv all. text if need be contacted ;D

Happy Birthday Debbie Tan ♥
Happy Birthday Uncle Chongmeng ♥
Happy Birthday Ashley Khoo ♥

P/s. im still addicted t Wedding dress ;D

wedding dress

Wedding dress

2009-12-16T22:34:00.011+08:00

I tried my best to not let you know my feelings inside
I was afraid that we would drift apart and so I hide
Holding my breath and biting my lips, how I wish
If you’d just leave him and come to me
Baby, please just don’t hold his hand anymore
‘Cause you should be my lady
I have waited here so long for you
Look at me now

Tae Yang;Wedding dress

/Edited
Happy Birthday Theong Peiyan / Little-F ♥
Happy Birthday Nicholas Kwok / Kor ♥

Sorry, this song is in korean, not english. Just love the translated words.
Woke up at 10.30am, thanks t TZH for telling me must hand up excuse letter by today. Slacked then showered. Left house for Amanda's place, helped them clean up the house abit, slacked around. Amanda cooked meatballs for us, chatted & joked. Had spaghetti for lunch, left house. Suppose go school hand up excuse letter w Dana, but was raining so heavily, just decided t give it a miss. Deposited money into bank, went t NTUC. We were laughing & playing non-stop. Dana was whining alot too, tsktsk xD Wanted buy alot of things, but instead went t buy passion milk tea, *yucks*. Sat on the stage, kept playing w that girl, she was damn high uh. Kept laughing & giggling non-stop. She like observing people alot too o.O Amanda & Ant came, we went t HQ. Wanted play L4D de, but couldn't load. Wanted play Audi tgt, but Dana couldn't log into her acc le. Wanted play maple tgt, but amanda didn't want play w us, so we trained ourselves. Played till 7, decided play audi. One of our friends lent Dana his other audi acc, so 5 of us played till 8. Went back withdraw abit of money t pay. 123 home, watched tv while having dinner. Mummy said can't stay up late use comp anymore, pissed uh. Need t off comp at 11 ._____. ~~emo~~ moody ttm can!

Aww, tomorrow Uncle's 60th birthday, need go for lunch & guide house. Friday still got pre-camp.
Going t be damn shag uh, hopefully can leave early tomorrow. On the bright side, im going shopping for a Dress & heels tomorrow ;D
CassandraTohHuiMin is a happy girl, me love wearing dresses ;D but, me don't love makeup, eeeew, *sounding gay, oops xD*
Going offline soon, anything text me ;D Nights w luv.

My day brightens when i see your smile

Never Let You Go

2009-12-15T23:35:00.004+08:00

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
A part of me was dying
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I'd never let you go

Janice ; Never let you go

Got up at 1, wooohoooo! was having headaches, & damn dizzy. Got a freaking sms from starhub, saying got some disruptive problem in my sms, i totally freaked out & called starhub. Settled alr *phew* 2+ went down w Dana buy bubble tea, & our lunch. i've fallen inlove w Mango + Vanilla power ice blend, recommended by the owner of the bubble tea shop o.O Came home, watched tv till 4+ chatted w Huimin abit, played games, researched on something cool & yet super personal, i learnt a new fact & skill o.O 7 watched tv, 8 went down buy dinner, only started eating at 9 xD 10 started doing abit of english homework. Been chatting w B since then, read a few online short stories, cool cool ;D Currently, chatting w B about spongebob squarepants, B is reliving his childhood cartoons in Indo hahaha! B thinks he was gay watch b.. won't continue xD *laughs* Anyways, B going Beijing tomorrow. Aww, can't chat w him in afternoon le, he promised me chat at night. Ohhyeahs, Grandpa sent money over for Dana & me ;D Christmas present o.O yay got money put into bank le ;D Cass is a happppppy girl today. Kk, going t finish up 2nd half of Maths Homework, yesterday did half le, & im content w the results :D Byes, nights w luv all

never let you go

Unbelievable

2009-12-14T23:38:00.003+08:00

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

Craig David ; Unbelievable

[131209]
woke up at 11+, fed up uh. Slept at 5, thought can wake up least at 1. Watched sunday morning tv ;D 1+ showered & prepared, left house w Dana, then 961 t China town. Went Chinatown square find mummy, monster & jenny jiejie. Slacked thr, started reading the "patang" book, helped mummy here & there. Got t use monster's laptop awhile. 4+ left, MRT t City hall, went Suntec for Bookfest. Bought Maths assessment books for Dana & i, & a few pens. I thought the total cost was 60+, ended up 46 only. Super happy uh. 111 t Plaza sing, then 14 home. Dinner, showered, tv. Watched the host, slept in the mid-ending of the movie, damn sian. Got up, smsed sihui. Played w Dana, slept at 3.

[141209]
got up at 9.15, kept dragging time till 9.45. Washed up, 198 then 16 t tiong. Met sihui, had Mc for breakfast. Slacked, went POSB, walk t school. She went general office, then buy books. Went t find Debbie, claudia, Guanying, Hakeem & Xavier. The boys left, helped the girls w their hikelogs, Jack came down help guanying. Claudia left first, followed by me, Sihui & Debbie, then 851 t bugis. Debbie & i bought a new pencil box each & she bought a new pouch. I only had t pay $10.10 ;D happy w the discount. Walk around, bought takoyaki. Went Bugis street. look at bags. Sihui went t find her mummy, MRT t Redhill then debbie's house. Met Claudia at the club house, debbie helped me w my script while Claudia was surfing the net. Played pool w Debbie, i won first game she won second. 139 w Claudia home. Had dinner at home, watched tv all the way. 10, started doing script, cos just got internet o.O chionged till 1.15am. Now smsing Sihui, wanted go Maths homework, no mood do le.

Happy Birthday Yeo Weitian & Leslie Goh.

My everything

MORNING!

2009-12-13T04:29:00.003+08:00

Wows, its morning alr :D hahaha & im still awake. Didn't sleep, TON! & currently still chatting w Sihui. Considering McDelivery now, should i, or should i not? Hmms....
Well, yesterday woke up at 1pm, went for lunch w mummy. Came back home packed back, went t meet monster downstairs. Went Marine Parade find Jenny jiejie, bought stuff, went Pasir sir. They started fishing, got really bored. 7+ monster came find us, mummy stopped fishing & let monster fish. Help monster do his work, managed t use his laptop for awhile. Played around w the webcam, then LOW BATT D": Had Canadian Pizza for dinner, then played Taidi till 11.45pm. Monster sent Mummy & me home, started using comp. Chatted w B, he went t sleep. Chatted w Amanda & Sihui. Sihui like stalking small girls, orh hor, i tell my mummy!

4.34am, aww sihui offline le D": Still pondering whether t order Mcdelivery or not, sobs!

anyways, Update tonights. Probably going t sleep soon, Byes w luv. Nights too.

Everytime

2009-12-11T23:10:00.006+08:00

Everytime i kiss i feel your lips and
Everytime i cry i see your smile and
Everytime i close my eyes, i realise that
Everytime i hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And i have never felt this way
Since the day, i gave your love away

A1 - Everytime

Woke at 11, slacked in bed, stoning. B sent me his longlong message, but i think was cut, due t connection. Can tell its damn long, cos they put alot of "broken message" at the end! So sweet mann, he sent it from Indo o.O Watched tv, let dana use comp, *see, im so nice xD* Monster bought Ba Ku Teh for us, so saved money ;D Mummy came home too cos she was tired. Used comp at 2.45pm, started watching vampire knights season 2. Watched, watched, watched till 7+ went t watch tv. 8, went back t using comp, Dana cooked instant noodles for dinner, ate till 10, continued watching Vampire knights. & at 12.45pm, i have completed watching the whole series of Vampire Knights, sadly they stopped producing. Sad uh D": going read the manga, it proves how much i love Vampire knights, cos i 100% hate reading Manga, so sian ._______. Anyways, going read abit more then sleep. Nights w luv all ;D

Gave your love away

When you look me in the eyes

2009-12-10T23:55:00.001+08:00

*P/s. Taking pictures on ice is no easy, reasons for the blur pictures ;D
Woots, its been a Long & fun day!
Woke up at 10+, slacked. Dana went school collect her certificate. Prepared, left house at 1. 14 t Plaza sing meet Janice, Sihui & Huimin, then 16 t Kallang Leisure. Had lunch at KFC, went down see D awhile, find Amanda, Anthony, Felicia, Dana & Tricia at Burger king, then went into the rink. Was w Huimin, Sihui & Janice, we were trying t teach sihui how t skate. Slightly harder than Tuesday w Don, but shes more confident xD Slowly, Dana & the rest came up. After awhile, sihui got the hang of it, she went around herself. Everyone skated tgt, Anthony was being damn friendly & cute as usual, while Janice was out t scare people, kept screaming uh, found out almost the whole rink stared at me when i screamed twice >.< *Laughs* Snapped loads of pictures on the way too. 5pm le, had t stop in 10 minutes, Anthony wanted Sihui t speed w us. Almost finished 1 whole round, but both Sihui & i lost our balanced, fell down. Plus it was the wet area, that i fell on tuesday too D": When got up, she wanted stop le. Wanted t bring her back, but fell AGAIN! This time, got scratched ._______. 5.10pm, all of us got out & left the rink. Walked around w Sihui, Huimin & Janice, went arcade find the rest w D too. Played bball w Sihui first, then w Janice & Huimin too. Janice won o.O slacked around. Everyone left le, walked t bus stop w D. Saw EVERYONE again ._. 16 t Plaza Sing, Janice, Huimin & Sihui stopped too. Went Bishan w D, started missing my crazydaughter, whos in Indo now >.< Wanted watch The Princess & The Frog, but no tickets, plus other movies either watched before le, or im "underaged" ._. Went Basement, had hard time deciding what t eat, so ate Ajisen o.O Went Toa Payoh take 153 back. Totally forgot how stupidly cold 153 was ._. Hard time sitting properly in the cold >.< He went t 33 bus stop, while i walk home. Reached home at 10, Dana reached home even later then me ._________. Showered, slacked. Chatted w B, slacked. Then slept at 1.30am o.O *sweetdreams* xD

Crushed

our song

2009-12-09T23:25:00.003+08:00

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again

Taylor Swift - Our song

Don't ask why that song, i just love that song, especially the lyrics. Its my new ringtone, idk if the starting will sound irritating after a long time, hopefully i won't hate that song xD
Slept at 2, after says my long goodbye t B. Woken up at 7 by alot of messages coming in about the coming meeting, firstly David, then Sweehong, suppose t wake up at 8.45am de >.< Slacked, had big argument before left house. 33 t Tiong, meet sweehong. At first, he asked me help him buy back t school, instead, he just wanted me pei him buy & walk t school._. lmao. Walked t school, had meeting. Laughed loads as usual, then finished at 12. Waited for Sihui, Huimin & Janice. Went tiong park w Janice & Huimin play around, fun ttm, childhood games xD Waited for sihui, played awhile more, went Mc for lunch. Wanjuan, Stanley, Terrence, Weitian & Huiwen came find us, after while all left, except huiwen. Went More than words, then Prize station. Sihui left, walk around, 851 t interchange, then 153 home. Suppose t sleep / nap, instead watch Vampire Knights. Tot 6.30pm then meeting Amanda, Anthony & Adriel, ended up mummy going thr too, so went down have dinner w Amanda, Anthony, their mum, Mummy & Jenny jiejie first. Reached Keppel, went t find Adriel at the gym, slacked & played around. Went directly t the bowling alley, played 2 games. OMG TOTALLY SUCKED sobs D": Went t the Mangrove, had brownie! Adriel left, went t the playground, played around. Went t the lan, used free comp. Watched videos w Anthony & Amanda, then Uncle dex sent them home w their mum, while Jenny jiejie brought us t Vstar for suppers, then uncle dex joined us later. Chatted, wanted go home alone, but damn scary, so waited for mummy go up tgt. Reached home, showered started using comp. Chatted on msn, now on the phone. Tomorrows going t be a long day, hopefully sleep early.
Just wanna say I miss you,

no longer the same

2009-12-08T23:59:00.004+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! im 100% happy girl today, & fb said im 100% lucky today ;D hahaha being lame xD
slept at 2.52am last night, after playing games, updating blog, playing sims & listening t songs over & over again xD woke up at 7am, due t Dana ._. woke up at 9.45am again, due t construction, woke up at 10am, due t mummy, & 11am cos was having headaches. Comfirm headaches uh, look at the number of times i woke up D": used comp, chatted w Don, decided get out & stop being mood-y at home. Prepared, 147 t outram, then Mrted t Kallang. Met Don thr, i was 1 train faster than him ;D we met at 2pm, but the shutter bus was only at 3pm, so walked t the hawker center up the road for lunch, walk back & took the bus. walked around Kallang Leisure, went t the rink. At first, Don was damn scared, but slowly he was okay le. Instead of him being even more scared of falling, i lost confident after going around the rink damn fast, then falling butts down D": not pain, but super wet can xD anyways, 5.10pm, left rink t change & get out. Went t the Arcade play 1 game only! so guai right? I bet Matthew would love that arcade, one day must out w R & M again ;D Walked around, window shopped. Bought Vanilla Frappe, waited for shutter bus while, but decided take 16. I stopped at Plaza sing bus stop, while Don went all the way t interchange. 14 back home, watched tv, suddenly, B came online chat w me! omg can i say i miss him ttm, 1month never chat w him le, now, hes in Indo, not coming back singapore le. Wanted cry luh, never tell me he left alr. Damn sad, B cant spam sms w me le, cant chat on phone w me le, cant go watch movie / cyrus w me le. *B, why leave le, never tell me, i damn sad uh. No more counselor D":* anyways, chatted msn w him & a few other people too, waited for Maid come back, watched Singapore idol. & i learnt something, im a _ _ fan ;D hahaha xD Maid cooked instant noodles for my dinner at 10.30 o.O 1.08am still chatting w B. Gotta sleep le, he's always nagging when i don't sleep early. Nights w luv all.

everything isn't the same anymore. the "you" i once knew, is literally gone, imy.

Two is better than one

2009-12-07T23:59:00.007+08:00

Yo people, serious lack of updates! lazy use words, let the pictures do the talking o.O

[261109 PSLE results day//lunch//Dinner w Amanda, Anthony & Dana//late out w games at Keppel]

[031209 campfire com meeting//Tiong//hospital visit//mid-night fishing]

[051209 Far east shopping//Slice w Dana]

[061209 Chinatown square//Tiong & Central w Amanda & co.//Plaza sing & Bugis w Dana]

*P/s. D - Dana, C - Cass. No misunderstands!
**P/s. i love crowns ;D

it will always take my breath away

Contagious

2009-12-02T11:12:00.003+08:00

WOOOTS im back! hahhahha, had loads of fun at Pahang, but sadly the trip had t end D":
my group was w Arjun, Arham, Stanley & Palash

Day 1
slept at 2.30am
Monster sent me t school
waited for everything done
boarded bus. after long ride, stopped for lunch, which was fun
Another long bus ride, played around, then slept
reached Jeram Bersu, slacked around.
dinner, then night confidence walk
went back room, that was shared w Janice & Wanjuan
showered then slept at 12+

Day 2
woke up late for morning PT w unit by HL
rested, had breakfast
water confidence test, then white water rafting
lunch, then abseiling, then flying fox, followed by river crossing ( Absolute fun)
showered, slacked w all the girls, joked & ate snacks
dinner, then had t do skit & cheers
both SLs & scouts presented our skits & cheers
went back room, helped janice doing stuff
slept soundly at 12+

Day 3
got up for morning simple PT, breakfast
packed up, left for scout exchange
grouped w Janice & Sufian
played & chatted, left for trekking
went t the cave, then climbed up & down
lunch, then went for 4 wheel drive
group 2 was quite fun on the way, but super stoned
went water fall, slacked
on the way back, stoned, but got hit a few times D":
long bus ride, had dinner
long bus ride again, chatted / counselling sessions o.O
arrived at the hotel, showered
debriefed, slacked w girls
slept at 1+

Day 4
wore scout full U, had breakfast
went t scout HQ, bought Keychains!
went t THE MALL! LOL! Group 1 & 2 was tgt
lunch at Mc, Syfian & Zhenyang joined later
walked around w the groups, bought tees w Janice & Stanley :D
slacked, waited for everyone t come back
long bus ride, didn't sleep all the way.
was chatting & slacking around w people
toilet break, then slacked
watched movie on sweehong's ipod touch
had t do cheers, then wanted sleep le
but everyone singing so didn't sleep
back in school, had campfire briefing then janice's dad sent Sihui & i back home
showered, watched tv slept at 12

so contagious

MIA

2009-11-28T00:47:00.001+08:00

Wows, i've been MIA from my blog from dunno how long alr! oops, ok damn lazy t update!
& im NO LONGER SICK :D yay!

anyways, tomorrow / later, going pahang w SLs & Scouts, & im not asleep o.O will be back on the 1st december.

Byes all, update when back :D

Happy 18th Birthday Waileong!

lazed

2009-11-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

gosh, im just damn lazy t update now. will update when back tomorrow.
byes w luv

disappointment

2009-11-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

ok, super long & dreadful week. Start from Saturday bah :D

[211109 Saturday]
Woke up at 11am, watched anime w dana all afternoon. Settled our own dinner. SIMPLE AS THAT :D &&& i was a good girl, i went t collect the mail from downstairs, so i saw our PHONE BILLS! im a freaking happy girl :D Cos my bill didn't explode & still, they counted wrongly last month, so I DIDN'T EXPLODE TOO! happy happy <3

[221109 Sunday]
Woke up at 10, went breakfast downstairs w Mummy & Dana. Went Anchor Point, MUMMY WANTED BUY ME CLOTHES :D for shhhhh xD Shopped around, wanted buy shoes too, but didn't find any nice ones o.O left the place at 2++ went home, prepared for class bbq. Msn-ed w loads of people. Left house at 3.45. 147 w Donovan t Clementi Inter, met sihui. Waited for Matthew. 175 t West coast park. Met the rest, which were Candia, Jiaying, Eunice, Jeremy, Russell, Zheng xian, Smacoo, Justin, Hong Kian & Soon Heng. Jiawei & Dylan came soon. went t the bbq pit, waited for Mr Sim from 5+ till 6+, but mean while, girls had Mc. Finally he came w his wife & his lovely dog KIKI! Can i just say adorable, while the rest of the people were preparing the food, a few of us were playing w Kiki. Omg, can i say SUPER CUTE! But he was 2 times heavier than Chi boy, so hard time carrying him, but hes really cute, so didn't really mind. Mr Sim & his wife along w Kiki left at about 8+, Yiling & Enyf came, Sihui & i went t fetch them at Mc, then Jiaying left, so sent her off w Candia & Eunice, stupidly ran back ._. Jeremy & Dylan left, 9+ We all of us played games, except Sihui & Candia. First played truth of dare, quite fun, & i didn't kena :D Justin, Soonheng, Hongkian, Yiling, Enyf & Zheng xian left, then smarcoo. The rest of us played chubby bunnies & another game which had t tell like who de, both games i kena too. Chubby bunnies was fun, but disturbing, the other game didn't need t say due t special reason, im happy :) 10.30, we packed up everything, threw away quite alot of food D": Was chatting w Russell, Matthew & Jia wei while walking back. Daddy sent Huimin back t Telok Blangah, & Sihui back t Selegi. Went Da Ku ma's house, original idea was t pick something & leave. But alot things t talk about o.O Uncle Chong meng gave me $__ for getting top for maths last 2 years & getting top 20 & getting into course A! so imagine how much this 3 components are :)) wont say. Managed t see Nai nai & Da ku ma, but tricia jiejie wasn't there, & it was her birthday. Left, went home. Showered, watched tv. slept at 1+

Happy Belated Birthday Tricia Jiejie <3

[231109 Monday]
woke up in the middle from cramps due t the running, woke up at 8. At first mummy dunwan me go school, so slacked till 9, in the end said can. Prepared, 123 t interchange, 16 t school. Only David, Gavin & Sasi were there. Swee Hong & Matthues were the ones teaching us, super fun w jokes. Noisy group but always fun. ZhengYee came quite late, he kept disturbing Gavin alot, then he started getting high. Gavin, Sasi & David went Cyrus, slacked w the rest of them. Bought sweet talk, went kopitiam waited for them eat lunch. eat finish, zhengyee was non-stop joking uh, i couldn't stop laughing. Super fun, supersuper fun! They sent me t bus stop, 33 t ikea meet D. Slacked for DAMN LONG! 195 t central, at first was playing around, so just bought my sticky, & went Lot 1. Stood almost all the way, sibei shag alr. Some weird reason, had a hard time getting him his present. Finally got, slacked around everywhere. Got reallyreallyreallreally tired, probably from the medicine took earlier on. Mrt t Jurong, 197. Stopped at queensway, waited for his 33, then 197 home again. Slacked, didnt have the mood t sleep alr xD used comp, dinner. Watched National Treasure on Tv, slacked. More tv, now slacking. Going off t bed soon, now feeling sleepy again xD 12.22pm. ohhohhohh late alr xD oops

&& yay, mummy so nicenice, on 201109, she promised me an ipod touch :D weeeee, im happy ttm can <3 love her ttm uh!

mind games, illusions & a broken heart.

Quiz

2009-11-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

Quiz from candia :)

TEN HOW'S:

How did you get your first scars?
-From first backwoods man trip w Gana, Serjay & Jie sheng, got deep deep slice by big knife.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
-Day spent w friends & treat from good friend <3

How are you feeling at this moment?
-Confused

How did your night go last night?
-Super fun ttm, memorable

How did you do in high school?
-idk

How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
-Ace camp tee

How often do you see your bestfriend?
-idk, when i want t see them/miss them.

How much money did you spend last month?
-Hmms, last month October. BIRTHDAY MONTH, expected alot!

How old do you want to be when you get married?
-24

How old will you be at your next birthday?
-15

NINE WHAT'S:

Your mother's name?
-err.. dunwan tell you eh!

What did you do last weekend?
-Stuck at home, sick!

What is the most important part of your life?
-Family & Friends

What would you rather be doing?
-Sleeping

What did you last cry over?
-when i found out how bad nainai's condition was.

What always makes you feel better when you're upset?
-people around me :)

What's the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
-idk.

What are you worried about?
-alot of stuff, only 1 word for it, disappointment.

What did you have for breakfast?
-Bread

EIGHT HAVE YOU'S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
-Yup

Have you ever had your heart broken?
-Yup

Have you ever been out of the country?
-Duhh!

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
-of cos, this is cass your asking xD

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
-Yup

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
-NO! Underage much?

Have you ever scolded someone who is younger than you?
-duhh!

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
-Yup

SEVEN WHO'S:

Who was the last person you saw?
-DanaTohHuiLing, ilyttm <3

Who was the last person you texted?
-Sihui

Who was the last person you hangout with?
-D, before that was DZY, TSH & MK

Who was the last person to call you?
-Anthony

Who did you last hug?
-idk ,Personal, shhhh xD

Who is the last person who texted you?
-Sihui

Who was the last person you said 'i love you' to?
-personal, shhhh xD

SIX WHERE'S

Where does your best friend(s) live?
-too many alr :)

Where did you last go?
-Lot 1

Where did you last hang out?
-Lot 1

Where do you go to school?
-GanEngSeng

Where is your favourite place to be?
-My bedroom

Where did you sleep last night?
-In my bed?

FIVE DO'S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
-hmms, yup

Do you think anyone likes you?
-how would i know

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
-Ya

Do you know the muffin man?
-Lmao, no!

Does the future scare you?
-Yeah, idk whats 2010 going t be like anymore.

FOUR WHY'S:

Why are your best friends with your best friend(s)?
-Cos they are.

Why did you get a myspace?
-nope

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
-Yup, i love the way i am

Why are you doing this survey?
-me bored!

THREE IF'S:

If you could have one super power what would it be?
-Seeing the future

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
-Yup

If you were stranded on a desterted island & could bring what thing what would you bring?
-ipod touch (coming soon xD)

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER'S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
-idk, depending on who, reason & situation. (super wrong timing question please)

Would you ever kiss someone you love?
-duhh!

ONE LAST QUESTION:

Are you happy with you life right now?
-Currently, idk. Confused means no.

Bitch-ing

2009-11-20T19:47:00.005+08:00

ok, super guilty now. Coscoscos, didn't post yesterday. Instead, going bitch about some BITCH! :P

Sorrysorrysorrysorry.
what those words mean t you?
Nothing right, don't anyhow use uh
Know how hurt people's feeling purposely, don't come say sorry, accident uh
Anyhow come out w lies, bull shit luh.
Stop lying t everyone. i mean EVERYONE, you know i mean who
i saw it w my own eyes, just stop it.
Ya, its for fun only. That's your problem. Don't be a sadist & hurt others, including me
Anyhow bitch about people without facts right? comfirm will backfire
not that its obvious, its the fact that your dumb, self centered & a bitch
not t be mean, but seriously. Do you ever think before you speak?
Are they just a bunch of words you just blabber out before going though your mind?
Comeon, thats what you've been doing for almost the whole entire year.
BITCH, you're seriously getting on everyones nerves
1 whole year, people tahan alof of your crap alr, still want comeout some more.
Eh, i know how t contact your family, i can alw call them, includes your mum directly
The first time you made me cry, i forgave you. But don't use the same trick again uh
seriously, stupid or what? Even an idiot would know you're lying alr
Don't give some lame excuse pls.
Oh yeah, i know what kind of relationships you've been having this whole year
"for fun" "trial" "playplay". Please luh, the boy got feelings right?
don't play w their heart uh.
After talking t the boys themselves, i learnt how much more of a bitch you are.
Stead, then break. Stead, then break. Stead then break.
Please, how do you expect t get a real stead?
Wait, let me rephrase that, how do you ever expect t get another stead?
& do you know how much you are flirting now?
Ya, so i sms guys too, & look t them as much as i do t girls.
So what? I at least know whr i stand. If the guy has a stead, keep a distance uh
Are you that shallow, t go for a guy whos alr attached?
Their happily attached, disrupt their relationship for what?
I didn't say BREAK UP, don't go SPREADING AROUND THAT I SAID break up!
seriously, how do you expect people t treat you?
i treated you like a best friend almost the whole year.
i could have hated you, but thanks t them, i didnt.
They kept telling me t give you chances OVER & OVER AGAIN.
but you just couldn't change.
So ask yourself, HOW many people, that still actually talk t you, are your REAL friends?
Real friends, as in there for you when your sad, or just need a friend t talk t.
well, i was once, but currently in my eyes, you nothing t me
Whatever, you can count on me or not, but i don't give a fuck.
I seriously cant stand the way you treated them.
you really dunno how t treat your friends uh.
When i heard what you did t them, can i say screw off.
You dunno whats more important t you do you?
Real friends, or boys?
ya its boys. BOYS BOYS BOYS! Everything has t do w boys doesn't it
like them so much, who cares?
Don't always cry when you don't get your way le
Kena scolding little bit, cry.
Cry baby right? Cry t your mummy uh
Oh yah, thats the only person who still has faith in you.
The number of times you stood me up, is the number of times i wanted t hate you
i should have. i really should have hated you ttm mann
You dunno how t cherish things when you got them so perfectly
Everything you got, its was just nice. You shouldn't have expected more or less
Now, what do you have? You can speak for yourself.
Ohhyeahs, next time want t bitch about a person, do it smartly ok?
Don't be the next fcuking cb bitch of the year.
Ohh, you alr are.
i regret ever meeting you. You killed everything that was great
you killed my whole life, destroyed our friendship & now its nothing
i really hate you alot now. Please, fcuk off. Go back t your CB country.
Don't come here make everyone pity you.
screw off luh

@#$!%@$!
pissedxczxczxczxczxczs ttm
HATE YOU TO THE CORE!
sorry for the language & vulgar in the above paragraph
it doesn't matter if the bitch does see it, she deserves it anyway.

betrayed

hatred

2009-11-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

Now, supersuper damn pissed off ttm. fcuking pissed off luh! CB
Didn't have a good night rest, slept at 11, woke up at 2, woke up at 6 again, then officially woke up at 10. Slacked, didn't do much. Totally rot. Waited for dana come home, watched Drama's till 4+. Slept till 6. Ate medicine & slacked. Dinner then tv. Still watching tv. today supersupersuper shag. All lazing around. Hope can get out soon!!

freedom

fears

2009-11-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

Aww, sad life sad life. Can't leave house D":

Woke up at 10, changed & went t doctor. Was given ALOT of medicine D": Went home, had lunch & slacked. Dana came home, chatted. Got a surprise visit by Huimin, Sihui & Janice. They bought me grass jelly & porridge :D Slacked, watched Coffin, fell asleep half way. Not as scared compared t the other previous movies :) Finished at 4, they started ransacking my fridge for food. they left at 4.30, fell asleep till 8. Wooooots, love the medicine that makes me sleeeep-y. NO MORE EYEBAGS :) Had dinner, watched tv. Took alot of medicine AGAIN. Watched more tv, going off t sleep early. Sad life tomorrow can't go out D": bored!!

grateful & honored!

full or empty

2009-11-16T23:16:00.003+08:00

omfg, can i just say i want t cry like alot now. MY WHOLE HOLIDAY FOR 2009 IS RUINED! I want cry ttm luh, 2009 is screwed!

Woke up at 8.30am, prepared. Took 139, then 139 AGAIN t school just t kill time. Reached school just nice at 10, met Stanley, Alicia, David, Ivan & Yooneu. Waited for HL till 10.30. I PASS MY EXPLORE :D Just had t refile stuff :) Alicia left first, waited for Stanley while the rest left. Went t his house, got his test card, went tiong. Met Huimin & Sihui, went LJS. Joked like crazy, loads! Walk back t tiong, was nearly late for meeting. Saw the SLs, slacked. Finished, 139 t bmc. Went amanda's house, met mummy & monster at chinese doctor w amanda. Was fcuking painful when she massaged my neck. i swear damndamndamn painful. She also found out 2 things, i was like damn shock. Due t this 2 things, my whole holiday, is ruined ttm. All my plans are GONE! Due t the check up, all my coming plans, are SCREWED UP! Was damn devastated, total broke down when she told us. Went home, started t get fever & got really cold. Ended up wear TRACK PANTS & A JACKET, in my oh-so-humid house. Chatted on the phone w S, said some stupid stuff which i shouldn't have. Ended, watched tv. Then chatted w him again, was being psycho-ed by him in one way. Going off t bed soon, nights w luv all

the feeling of being alone, with no one t catch you when your falling.

instinct

2009-11-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

wooooooots, im back people. ok im just crapping. Im not high, im ULTRA ULTRA fcuked & tired. Injured my neck, having headaches & super dizzy.

[131109♥]
Met Amanda at Interchange, 272 t safra. Fell in, slacked. Was group 1 w Cheetah, Cougar & Jaguar. Had dinner tgt, started chatting w Claudia, Debbie & Amelia. Then decided w whole group 1, that we're call "BOOMZ!" Woots, did our flag design, then played games. The first game, we had t move a marble by tilting up a board each side at a time. Was super fun! Second games, we had t move a ball, on top of a short pole, without touching the ball. Only can use a ring, which had strings attached t it. Finally, WATER activities! First game, had t squeeze the water from our hair into a bucket. Then was the Caterpillar swim, where 3 of us had t paddle while floating in a float xD Following was whr we all had t squeeze onto 2 large floating platform. Got injured! Super pissed, just won't whos say tht person D:< Whole unit sang Huimin a birthday song :D Washed up, went back t our room t play a quick round of truth & tell. Bused t Great World, slacked & chatted w Amanda & a few more people. Shared pop corn & ice lemon tea w Amanda, watched 2012. Woooooots, i swear loveeed it. Before, i doubted the show, but after actually watching i love it :D
Lasted for atleast 2hours & 37 minutes, according t gv's website. Bused back t safra, chatted w Claudia & amanda then slept.
Happy Belated Birthday Huimin!

[151109]
Woke up at 7.45am, washed up. Had breakfast at Ya Kun, went t the court next t safra for our Archery, was damn fun! Was in group 1 w Amelia & Hayley. We were like profiling the instructors. Superb fun! &&& Archery was damn cool too, luckily i didn't hit out of the board. Had lunch & debrief. Got our bags & went t rv at 1+ Started helping Terrence w the field day, was appointed judge w Debbie, Alex & Kenner, was slacking around! Was judging at the rock wall, then helped out w the last piggy back game. Had dinner, started t freakout. HEADACHE & STRESSED ttm! skip the campfire. Cleared up the staves, then had prize giving. I got my squirrel badge & health trooper cert. HAKEEM, HUIMIN, JACK & JANICE got their Scout Standards! Congrats t them for the first 4 of our batch t get scout standards, super happy for them! After finished, had debrief w the Field day com members, was super pressured ttm! && Headache didn't get any better! Finished at 10.50, went 139 bus stop w amanda, slacked till 11.15 bus finally came. Walked home, showered & used comp for awhile. Slept at 12.
Happy Birthday Moo Teng!

[151109]
Woke up at 11, nearly 12 hours of sleep D": Had lunch, then watched 17 again w Mummy & Dana. Finished, used comp for awhile. Then watched Land of the lost, super lame, mummy & i stopped watching half way, & watched dance flick. Super retarded & don't really have a story line. Anyways, watched tv. 7 plus, had dinner. Mummy went out. Watched Fantastic 4, then started wrapping books for next year. I finally wrapped my eclipse :D Watched flash forward. Going t sleep soon, tomorrow still got meeting D": Faint luh!
Happy Birthday Minfeng!

Jaryl : thanks
WL : lmao, it wasn't an accident. Was playing games w my sister, the forfeit was t draw on each other's hands.
Jannah : Lmao, so cute!
ZSJ : thanks.
Natasha : Coincidence <3
Claudia : hellos <3
Diana : thanks <3
ZSJ : thanks :D
Jaryl : thanks.
Hayley : fun, super fun! imyttm girl <3
Beverly : Hello (:

what hurt's the most, was being so close.

joy killer

2009-11-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

wtfwtfwtfwtf! omgomgomgomg! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ok, cass is high ttm i swear. Just got an email from ______ that got movie marathon! wooooots, i want watch. supersupersuper high ttm. woooooooooooooot!
Woke up at 10, quickly went t watch school shoes :D 10.30, went school buy books. super pathetic i swear. quickly called sihui while waiting, FREAKED OUT! Changed into dress, went t Golden Mile Complex, waited for Monster's parents, had Chicken. Finally they came, mummy & monster's mum ordered alot of food. They all managed t finish the dishes, i was only eating rice xD They were talking about alot of weird things happening, i just kept quiet & listened. I swear felt super scary. Slacked till 1. Went UE Square w mummy, sibei sian & freezing cold. So slacked at the chairs outside, waited for mummy awhile then monster came. Went GWC bought my shoes <3 then walked around. Went t harris, was looking for some books, sad life not in stock D": So instead, went t read the MALAY PANTANG! super funny i swear, but also damn scary ttm. Left at 3+ went home. Prepared & slacked, Monster sent me t school, reached damn early & was freaking emo ttm. Waited for the rainbow center people t come, slacked w sihui at foyer. Chatted till 5+ meeting only started at 6+ At first damn serious, till about 7+, Huimin, Gavin & i started playing & slacking like loads. We weren't even listening in the conversations alr xD 9, HL finally released the other team, our team didn't do much then released. Sihui & Huimin had t do their bearings, so waited. Waited till 9.30. Walked t tiong w Janice, Sihui, Huimin & jack. Went Mc w Sihui & Janice. Quickly ate, 10.30 monster came t fetch me, w Mummy, Dana & Anthony alr in the car. Sent Anthony home, went home shower & slacked for awhile. Something pissed me off ttm. i swear going t hate someone tt core! fcuk off luh Bitch*.

im going t hate you t the core now, i hate you ttm now!

Sleepless nights

2009-11-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

STONE! i couldn't sleep last night. In the end, slept at 1+, even later then B. Gosh, super shag this morning.
Woke up at 8.30am, slacked till 8.50am. Mummy was alr up, washed up slacked. Found out i left my ear piece in monster's car, sibei sian. Brought out my old phone, BUT NO BATTERY! Even my MP3 no battery. I CAN'T WAIT FOR DECEMBER! ipod touch!!! Went interchange, met huimin & donovan. Walked t school tgt. Had breakfast in canteen, slowly alicia, janice, stanley, jack, ivan, yooneu & sihui came. Meeting at DnT tables, went staffroom slack. Rest went t ???, Janice, huimin & i went tiong. Had mos burger. omg i swear first time eating & i got my first impression alr ._. especially hate the woman who took our orders. Saw Caroline, XueEr & Fionne. Slacked till 12+, went Challenger. Got kinda pissed w someone D:< went More than Words, bought something damn cute. Slacked till 1.30. Chionged t rvps, met Xylon & Bryan. Went Canteen, but too noisy. Went library, but damn sian. Went Basketball court, sian. Went 6F find Dana, Jordana & Jennifer, slacked. Went t find weitian & terrence at 3.30 while the rest left, slacked. Dana & Jordana were around too. Was joking & playing w them while doing stuff. HL, Zhengyee & SweeHong came down, still joked w Jo & Dana. suddenly, HL saw Dana & Jo playing tgt, he interviewed them. Sibei funny ttm. Did stuff till 5.15pm. Went Pacific Mansion bought chips, 139 then 197 t queensway. Showed dana the things i wanted t get. Went t HP shop check stuff, went home for dinner. Showered. slacked. Now damn bored. Luckily don't need wake up early tomorrow, but got lunch in afternoon ._.

i really wish i could stop looking back at memories.

its just those sleepless nights

oh, i miss them!

2009-11-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

Last year, i was trying t remember my P4 chinese, she was my favorite Chinese teacher. Guess shes the first Chinese teacher who nagged at me for 1 year, & i managed t pass o.O First time mann xD
Today woke up at 10, used comp. Slacked. BORED! 3.30, left house go BMC find Nainai. omfg i swear i was on the verge of crying when i saw her. When i was chatting w her about her few days at the hospital & doctors, i felt as if the tears were going t gush out asap. When mummy & monster came t fetch me, i totally broke down in the car as i was telling them about her. Went t fetch Dana at RVPS, saw Jordana. Went Far east Plaza, damn sian. Dana was looking for her retro dress, nothing much i really liked. Monster then asked me buy 2 school shoes for next year. One for school ( not converse), another for going out (converse). i was like shocked can! I remembered at bata last week, saw this damn cute "SO-CALLED" white shoes. Not really school shoes, but super cute. Its $24.90, & i want it too! Ohhs, not forgetting, MONSTER SAID I CAN BUY COLOURED CONVERSE! Byebye plain converse xD Dana bought her Shoes & dress alr, went t eat at Ramen Ten. Joked & laughed. Left at 6, went home used comp. Watched tv, slacked. Went t research on RVPS website, i saw my old teachers o.O Reedited the script for campfire. Chatting w D, hope hes not stressed alr. Going prepare for tomorrow, then SLEEP! nights w luv people <3

im really going t regret if i don't spend time enough time w her, i dunwan t lose her when im ready t say good bye.

its those memories that make me smile, & tear at the same time.

Faint

2009-11-09T23:26:00.005+08:00

Yay, woke up at 10.30am. Was alone mann D": Used comp, played games. Add urge t go lan ._. Anways, 12+ Sihui called asked me go school early. Changed & prepared, but still went back t playing games xD left house at 1, 139 t school. Slacked at canteen, claudia was there. Slacked & joked. Found out there's lesson on 13 november 2009 o.O -.- slacked, went scout room w t get things. Huimin got pissed, but she cooled down when she decided what t do alr good :D Was suppose t be in the Rainbow Center com, but Sihui, Huimin, Stanley & i got kicked out cos too many people ._. Slacked at canteen w them, started playing w the letters :P Left school at 3+ was raining damn heavily. Plus the gate couldn't open, poor stanley had t go t the security guards thr t open the gate, which was damn funny mann! Took 51 t Queensway, Stanley had an umbrella, while i only had a ... PONCHO :P At first, huimin, sihui & i shared tgt, but sihui ran in the rain, so huimin & i follow xD then ran again t the entrance, sibei fun :D Had laksa, then walked around & shopped. I WANT BUY NEW BAG & SHOE o.O Slacked around, went t anchor point. Slacked, stanley started t stone xD Went into Bloomington, when we started having fun, the owner closed the shop ._. wtf! Left anchor point for Ikea, ate hotdogs. Slacked & joked. Huimin, Sihui & i took 153 while stanley took 33 / 195. Had dinner, watched tv. Slacked. Chatted w mummy, heart t heart <3 Mummy said can raise my allowance <3 & she's got a new idea for my allowance next year, superb happy ttm <3 Slacked, watched more TV. Finally managed t get my hands on the comp xD going off t sleep soon, mummy wants t bring Dana & i go shopping tomorrow, i want buy my school books, while mummy still has time, before i have t carry heavy stacks of books again ._. But can't wait go shopping tomorrow, dana needs her "retro" dress, anyways. Byes w luv all <3

how much do you actually know.

Tired

2009-11-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

wtf, having a total headache now. Sibei dizzy. Knew i was going t fall sick / faint sooner or later. Woke up at 11, breakfast. Dana went out for her ice skating w her clique. Slacked at home w mummy. Had t clean up the living room & storeroom. i super love all the baby photos mann, took them out & framed them. Now, my favorite photos are next t the TV in the living room. SUPER ADORABLE <3 Cleaned till Dana came home. Started using comp, she starting cleaning the bedroom. Slept really early due t my headache. Going off t sleep soon, Nights w luv all <3

Debbie : Yo <3
Jannah : Hahahaha, :D
Hayley : hahahah, your 2 partners were horny ttm can! Love you loads too.
WL : lmao, oh yeah. oops xP
Suran : Hi :D
Jaryl : :]
zsj : :]
Peiyan : you too :D
Xiaowei : Done.
Claudia : kk good <3
Candia :] Beverly : :]
Diana : kk, :]
Natasha : ._. stop being lazy!
Benjamin : Kk, thanks erzhi <3
Hayley : woooohooos, not fun. But i missed out chat session ._.
Regina : Girlf, <3
Sihui : kk
Claudia : selftimer, luv ya too <3
Natasha : Forgiven <3
Sihui : ._.

forgotten memories, i never thought i would still remember them.

Not enough

2009-11-08T12:44:00.007+08:00

Woke up at 2+, lay in bed restlessly. Slacked, changed, 4 went Changi w Dana & Monster fetch mummy, was freaking cold luh. Was looking for Starbucks, was dying for a hot cup of coffee. Finally, mummy came out at 5+. Went Thomson road t see Aunty Jasmine's 1 month baby :D Mummy, monster & dana were doing alot of weird things ttm, sibei paiseh can. Went home, changed. Went t find Jenny Jiejie at her house thr, had supper. Monster came help us finish food, then went Bedok Jetty. Started at 10 - 12+ still nothing. Gave up, then played cards & games, got tattoo-ed w marker! 3+ tried catching again. Caught 2, but both droped back in when i pulled the line up. Wtf can, was like screaming for joy, but when dropped, totally pissed off ._. Wanted go for Mc Breakfast at 4. But decided t sleep on. Woke up at 5, packed up & went back home. Washed up & slept till 11. NATASHA TANSIA woke up me! wtf. Slacked, mummy, monster & dana went out. Home alone ._.

1.36pm
Mummy just came home w my lunch <3. Going slack alr, need alot rest today, think going fall sick soon. text if needed, byes w luv

What's left is the painful memories.

Long day

2009-11-06T13:57:00.003+08:00

Woots, finally. GOT OUR RESULTS & SUBJECT COMB :D But dunwan talk about it. Had lunch in school w Sihui & Huimin. Went Sheng Siong, bought stuff for Night Cycling. 131 then 147 home. Slept till 4.30. Woke up showered then went interchange meet huimin, saw Donovan. We all took 176, Donovan left first, huimin & i stopped at West Coast. Saw Claudia, Debbie, Kenner & Derek thr alr. Had dinner, then Janice, Wanjuan, Huiwen, Stanley, Serjay, Yooneu & Ivan came. Then everyone came. Fall in, did stretches, then slacked. My partner was Miaoxin. Got our bikes, went around West coast, then started cycling. Cycled till a petrol kiosk, stopped & rested along Clementi. Then cycled all way t Boon lay, Lim chu kang rang. Cycled next t alot of scary places. Miao xin & Wanjuan gave up just before we reached Sarimbun. So partner w Huiwen, then slacked w Magnus, Huiwen & Xavier at the back. Had our Confidence cycle, i got a shock when i saw HL. I totally freaked out when i saw his grey tee under dark light, which looked like white. He totally looked like a white figure from side view, then when i looked again, i was super shocked! When finally reached the brown gate, slacked w Huimin, Sihui, Xavier, Magnus, Huiwen & HL. Chatted & joked. While cycling back t Kranji w Huiwen, 2 dogs were chasing the last few man, freaking scary can. Then Cycled toward bukit timah, my hike route <3 Then cycled t dover, was suppose t go GESS, but not enough time ._. took 14 home w Gana & Amelia, while Serjay walked home <3 Bought breakfast for Dana, showered then slept till 2pm ._.

Out of all the things i've kept, only 1 has real memories.

exhaustion

2009-11-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

Wooots. Yay Yipee! Woooooooohoooooooo! Finally completed & submitted hike log! woohoo, 2 sleepless days, especially w B constantly chasing me t sleep, while he himself is staying up t do, god knows what ._. 2 months, sleeping at 12 & waking up at 6am. Thanks B for caring unconditionally (L).

[041109]
Woke up at 8am. Mummy made breakfast for me :D Slacked, was suppose t send her t Changi de, but didnt ._. Went in BMC printed photos, then bused t school meet sihui & huimin. Slacked, Gavin & Hakeem came down later. Went t Library, didn't really do much at first. Was joking & slacking around. Sihui & i went t play Swee Hong's taptap tug of war. omg, super fun mann. i want my itouch asap. wtf, i wantwantwant ._. $308 D": Anyways, slacked. Walked t tiong w sihui, bought Mc for all of us. Ate at canteen, went back. Slacked for awhile, huimin left w Jack. Sihui & i slacked abit, left, & i left my charger thr too D": Walked t tiong, Sihui went t withdraw money, while i deposited :D yay, superb happy :D MRT t Central, met huimin. They needed t print photos for their hike. But ended up printing photos for our own enjoyment :D left the place at 6+ Went t Popular at bras brasah. 33 back t central, then 147 directly home. Showered, then dinner. Chionged hike log till 2am. Luckily B was not home & didn't contact him, he would have started scolding again :P

[051109]
original plan was t wake up at 7am, but too tired. so woke up at 8am. chiong again. & left house at 10 for school. Collected form from Mr Ng, walked t redhill MRT. Ate Mr bean, waited for 30minutes. MRT t tiong, went t popular meet sihui. Bought my file, then watched where got ghost. Its super funny ttm can, i want watch! Anyways, got a scare from Paul, while watching a scary part. Woooo, totally jumped :P 33ed t central, saw WINSTON TNG! wtf, got a shock can! Went t print sihui's photos, bus back t school. Chatted w SweeHong about his bestf. went library find Huimin, David, Gavin & Hakeem. Chionged hike log again. Soon, Stanley, Alicia, Yufang & lion came down too. Chionged till 4+ ate Mc at study area, chionged till 5+ All of us left library. Sat outside library Hakeem, David, Gavin & Stanley. Handed up, 139 back home. Monster came t pick me, went t GWC meet Dana. Suppose t have dinner t Jordana too, but she left D": Ate at food junction, then went t Bata t buy Dana's socks, i saw a damn freaking cool shoe i want. i think converse got sell, going t get tht for my belated present from monster ;D if don't have, save the money for my itouch <3 went back, showered. chatted w B, facebooked. going off t bed soon, before B starts scolding again :P but first :

quiz time :D
10 what ifs...

1.what if your crush confesses to you?
ans: Hmms, cool :D

2. what if your crush hates you?
ans: Hmms, can else can i do?

3. what if your stead/crush suddenly leaves for another country and never comes back, would he/she tell you before he/she goes?
ans: I hope he does, or i'll be really crushed.

4. what if your stead/crush leaves(see the previous Q.) and he/she did not tell you?
ans: damn sad uh, what t do?

5. what if your stead..( previous Qs.) and he/she told you?
ans: Well, first be really sad. But will try t accept it, & be happy for him :D

6. what if you leave your stead/crush and never return back, would you tell him/her?
ans: Ya

7. what if your best friend is having a secret affair with your stead?
ans: idk, be damn sad uh.

8. what if your best friend lied to you and you had to find it out the HARD way?
ans: idk.

9. what if your crush/ stead actually likes another guy/girl?
ans: accept the fact.

10. what if your best friend likes the same person you like?
ans: lmao, i think tht happened before :P

10 fav. and reason...

1. What is your favourite colour? why?
ans: Black & white, cox i like it

2. what is your favourite no. ? why?
ans: 17, my birthday date.

3. what is your favourite song? why?
ans: Currently, "two is better than one" by Boys like girls feat Taylor swift. Cos the lyrics is nice.

4. what is your favourite date? why?
ans: 17 october 2009, cos i had t whole day of laughing w different atmospheres.

5. what is your favourite name(can be your name or others)? why?
ans: Isabel, cos its nice!

6. what is your favourite brand? why?
ans: Converse, i love their shoes.

7. what is your favourite game? why?
ans: idk, cos i seldom play games ._.

8. what is your favourite alphabet? why?
ans: B, booooooomz :P

9. what is your favourite day? why?
ans: Saturday, cos don't need t wake up early on sunday :D

10. what is your favourite subject? why?
ans: Maths, i love it.

tag 10 people to do this quiz:
1. Sihui
2. Hayley
3. Claudia
4. Candia
5. Peiyan
6. Diana
7. Ben
8. Natasha
9. Crystal
10. Beverly

"Breathe in deep and say goodbye"

Goodbye

2009-11-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 6, as DanaTohHuiLing so sweet woke me up before she left. Didn't regret waking up for her, missed her loads today. Woke up at 10am, used comp, spammed on facebook w D. Smsed & slacked. Started watching 17, chatted w B. Went t buy lunch, watched the Incredibles, then when watch finish, B started watching Ghost rider ._. slacked & waited for mummy come home. Started on hike log, hoping can finish by tomorrow. Going stay up doing, tomorrow still need go Changi w Mummy, send her off. going t be alone tomorrow D": Sobs cries.

That exact feeling, just seemed t have disappeared.

20km kills

2009-11-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

omg, super shag. took explore hike today. Woke up at 6, met B at bus stop. He accompanied me t school, then left. Met those taking test at foyer. Did layout, nearly failed. But didn't. Route & MGR was ok, left school at 9. Walked t tiong, MRTed t Choa Chu Kang, saw Sihui & Yooneu on the way t Hakeem's 2nd check point [Trig Station]. Walked t a chruch tht was freaking huge & damn nice. Then walked t a kindergarden, then benchmark, finally t Bukit Gombak. Had lunch & rested for 30 mins, continued t my 2nd checkpont, a benchmark. Then t a mosque. Then heavy rain luh, wtf. slacked for 30mins, then chionged t ITE Collage west, then went t look for another Trig station. Finally chionged t Dover MRT. went queenstown mrt, met Huimin & Gavin. Bused back t school. Waited for rest t come back, HL saw our pictures then dismissed us. Changed, walked t tiong w Sihui, Huimin, Yooneu & Jack. Had Mc w Sihui & Huimin, Waileong joined us. Lent Popular card t ZhengYee, walked around, went Challenger. I want laptop + ipod touch ._. expensive desires xD Walked around, bused t interchange w Sihui & Huimin. 123 home, used comp. Chatted on phone w S, slept at 12.

it happened too many times, its become numb.

shoooooots!

2009-11-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! supersian, tomorrw taking explore. After trying on friday w C, im fcuking reluctant t take now, but i cant back out. saddddded life! Packed bag alr, better not back out o.O
slept at 2am, finally managed t download the driver, thanks t daddyy (L) super love him, even thou hate him ttm too! anyways, luvs! caught up w all the songs i've been dying t listen t, & watched dramas, along w chick vs dick & xiaxue's guide t life! Woke up at 11 this morning, can't believe couldnt sleep till later D": Got up, showered, tv. Breakfast, then watched more tv. Left house at 1 for ECP. Original idea of mummy's, was t go cycling w Dana & her, while monster goes Fishing. But i gave a stupid comment by saying "long time never prawn alr". Tsktsktsk, super regret ttm! So went prawning, started t get sian after first few catches. Went t buy Subway w Dana, omfg the bill turned out $20.40. Wtf can, shocked ttm. Went t Mc t buy Mcwings for mummy. Went back, ate & slacked. Chatted & joked. Left the place at 5 w Uncle Olly. They wanted buy equipment for fishing, went around Geylang, but no hope. So went t Changi village, they stay & shopped for 1.5 hours, wtf can. Dana & i totally sianed. Went for dinner near by, had satays for dinner. Joked like mad alr, sent Uncle Olly home. Went back t Bedok Jetty at ECP again, saw people fish. Then mummy said if next week dunwan go overnight cycling, can ton & fish at ecp. woooooots! Dana dunwan go, wtf. On the way back, was fcuking fun. We joked non-stop, all started w stupid _ _ Jokes xD Went 7-11, bought chocolates & bread. Reached home, started packing bag for tomorrow. didn't watch Flashforward today D": Anyways, gotta rest early. sian ttm.

Trying to forget someone you love is just like trying to remember someone you have never met.

everytime

2009-10-31T23:15:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 7, then 8, then fully woke up at 9. Mummy was going out, so she gave Dana & i money for lunch. Instead, we bused t BM Mc for our breakfast xD We won the instant win cruise too! But hoping mummy will allow us t go :D Slacked till 11.30. Bought apple pie for Nainai, went t see her. Chatted & slacked. Went t Ntuc w Dana, Nainai & her maid t get things. Went back at 3, met Anthony & Amanda at lobby, suppose t play bball, but too hot. Walked t Bm Mc again, bought McWings + got instant win small fries. Slacked till 4+. Played w the hearing test, went back Nainai house. Slacked & watched tv. Had dinner, chatted w Aunty Yvonne, watched more Tv. Went t HQ at 8. Watched videos first, then played Audi & Maple. Left at 9.30, went home watch Tao hua xiao mei. 10.30, Daddy sent us home. Watched finish Tao Hua xiao mei, supper. Going post finish want rest le. Mummy maybe not coming home early le, sad life ._.

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"Everytime I cry I see your smile and, everytime I close my eyes I realise that. Everytime I hold your hand in mine, the sweetest thing my heart could ever find. And I have never felt this way .Since the day I gave your love away"

A1 - Everytime

Last day of school

2009-10-30T21:56:00.004+08:00

Weeeeeee. its the last day of school, for 2009 :D Wooooots!
Morning, went school as usual. Slacked, sianned at assembly. Went back class, had spring cleaning, but was slacking & chatting w Sihui & Don. Took class photo w the board The few of our family members did tgt. Then was PE, did Mr Sim & Ms Anusha's board instead of PE w family. Chased around for them at recess, slacked at canteen. Went back class for chinese, was chatting w sihui & don again, while the family played w glitter :) Went hall for sexuality talk, quite sian. After school, changed t full U w Huimin, had quick lunch. Ceremony, collected GSA award :) Sec 2s, except huimin, had t be companions w Sec 1s for their explore. Was w Clement, quite cool. Alot of chi ji fun things talking t him :D Helped w Amelia's & Clement's route on the bus t Bukit Batok. Set of, won't talk about check points, cox they made people fucked up ._. but kept chatting & joking w Clement on the way, so not so sian. When was going 3rd check point, started t rain, so bused t Ten Mile Junction, LRT one round, he claimed he saw Ris Low ._. Went t Bukit Panjang, MRTed t Choa Chu Kang & back t Bukit Batok. Bused back t school w everyone. Was non-stop crapping on the way, especially w alot people fcuking horny can ._. Got our things, went t change w Janice. Walked t Tiong w Stanley, Yooneu & Janice. Bought drinks, 16 t interchange then 153 home. Showered & had dinner. Now smsing & msning w loads people, but me want t sleep soon! B chasing me t sleep le, gtg alr. Nights w luv people.

Ignorance Is Bliss.

Flame

2009-10-29T22:03:00.003+08:00

"If there was one thing that could rekindle that light, would it work?"
Ok that sentence seemed quite stupid, but its been in my head the whole day. If there was that one thing, would it still work? If that one thing did work, will it be better?
Woke up, went t school. Lost my water bottle on the way D": 2nd nike water bottle lost! Hurrrrh D": Slacked, assembly was stoning. Had science camp, first was Bio, did the ecology thingy w Huimin. Then some animal thingy, quite sian. Recess, ate. Physics enrichment, was very fun. Especially when grouped w Russell, Junior, Syafiq & Yingleong. Then was chem Enrichment, quite sian. Then the egg parachute, tht was fun. Constructing was fun ttm, but our egg cracked too ._. Finished school, went canteen find huimin for awhile, rushed back for DSA meeting. Lunch w David, Hakeem, Alicia, Yufang & Gavin. Went outside Gesscove t plan explore route w Hakeem. Did the route ourselves a few times, but w the help of Gavin, Weitian & Xavier, completed :D Finished at 5++, went t play bball w Janice, Wanjuan, Huimin, Xavier, Stanley & afew more other people. Slowly, left w Scouts, Samuel, ZheWei & Jiasheng. Played till 6, chatted w Samuel. Walked t tiong w Scouts, waited for xavier withdraw money, huimin went t buy bandung. Bused t interchange then 139ed home. Moody ttm, walked home really slow. Showered, dinner. Watched tv, completed explore planning. Need t prepare full u le, super busy ttm le D": sadlife.

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Is there such thing?